miss squekie squek squek

new bloggie.

2010-11-07T07:43:00.000-08:00

the end of miss squekie.

say hello to http://yvonnelingwanyi.blogspot.com/ ! *cheese*

arigato.

madame tussauds

2009-09-12T22:03:00.000-07:00

i have been m.i.a lately from my blog.....

do u miss me?

haha..jk..but who noes thr r ppl who miss me kan...lol....=p

nah...show u a pic of me la!

well....dats mie in a lara croft (tomb raider) hair do ! haha...xD

well....

since i dowan hide things anymore.....i have been shipped all the way to madame tussauds for their newest wax addition. *evil laugh*

well..here is an evidence :

so...apa macam? look like me anot? haha..xD

okla..dowan joke le la..but i reli do feel this pic looked abit wax wax de lo....haha!

anyway..i have been working my ass off for something very close to my heart! hehe....
well..my favourite things to do is to shop.
so..its not surprising that i ventured into it..cuz ppl always say..u do smth cuz u like it rite?
so my case is of dat as well..^^

get the idea now?*blush*

pls take a peek will ya?

http://theloftyidea.blogspot.com/

cheers to me~
haha!

xoxo

wat happened to me?

2009-09-02T07:31:00.000-07:00

well...today as usual i woke up feeling super normal. not superman tho. but still normal enough to allow me to rush myself n pin all my freakinf scout's uniforms badges cuz i din noe we r gona wear that stupid uniform for today's assembly. so in the rush hours..i skip my breakfast. not quit exactly skip...i ate 2 pieces of oat craker - strawberry n blackcurrent flavour which act tastes good. anyway for ur extra information, our stupid scout uniform cost us rm140 for just one semster de use in which our semester startes waaaay back in june n now..guess wat : its september baby! n we wore that smart cute ass ( being sarcastic here peeps! ) for the very first time. tell me bout spending 1/4 of my allowance on this piece of god-noes-wat-how-ugly-they-are.

anyway..so we went over to the field for the assembly. just in time before they start to jot down the names of all latecomers. yes..teacher trainees can be late. like very late. well..i say this is the Malaysian time rite? Malaysia Boleh!

well, we were halfway through the speech given by the deputy director who were lecturing us bout the late issue + cleanliness issue in hostel. (p/s: smth funny, thos ppl r gona organise a freaking NATIONAL level hostel cleanliness competition for all the maktab's across the country. wat shit is that la? like seriously! =s )
well...my body starts going crazie. i had difficulty of breathing. den my head turns dizzy. den i felt like vomniting i mean i almost vomited is just that i gulp ething down. haha. how gross is that. den i knelt down cuz i was reli feeling sick. all this happen in like 30 seconds? i seriously swear that i felt ok after awile. so i decided to get back on my feet n stand straight. my fellow dedicated scout members did ask me if i want to sit down on the front. which i politely refuse. so i stood up. the next thing i noe..i cannot stand up straight. my vision turned blured like white n my ear drums were kinda like stuck. stomach pain n i was sweating profusely man. seeing this my fren got sked n decided to walk me to the front. it was super embaressing with the whole institut having full view of wat was going on with me walking halfway n decided to sit down on the staircase with my dreadful look. but i guess when u r not feeling well it does not matter if the whole world is watching u. like watever!
it was after all this things dat u realise how "infamous" u become bcause some ppl will go ard laughing " haha..yvonne pengsan tadi!" dang! n wats better was how the director was giving his piece of mind to all of us saying how young ppl like us gets tired after only 30mins. like "macam ini pun tak boleh tahen ke?? *with the cynical look*
super malu lo!
not to mention how ironic things were when not only 1 ppl faint..,but we have 3! haha...xD well, after awile i felt better. thanks to my fren n assisting lec. =)
she say i din eat breakfast lor....dats the reason y i bcum like dat. face as cold as ice. is icy look in fashion now? juz joking.

ohya...did i mention to u that i was the ONLY chinese girl dat fainted during this puasa month! adds all the joke to this whole thing. =='''

to conclude :
my body is gila.
tak makan also will sakit. makan also sakit. n ohya, "an apple a day keeps the doc away" is proven to b just a saying. nothng more.

moral lesson of the day : eat your breakfast like a king, not like a begger.

p/p/s : all this happen on such a short notice dat i myself was shocked cuz i tot that i will just faint & just like dat. rip. yes. i to i will just die or wat. lol. cuz i swear i had this super difficulty in breathing lo. h1n1? but no cough no flu no wateva. anway God bless me.. i am perfectly fine for the time being. thank God! =)

we takut! =s

2009-08-24T23:21:00.000-07:00

h1n1~

i takut lah.....

and he also takut.............................
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seee la....bear bear also wear mask!

where is yours? 0.o

a tribute to my stomach!

2009-08-21T22:49:00.000-07:00

back home is great!
everything FREEE!!! wahaha.....meaning more food..food and FOOD!
anyway my routine at home is usualy
eat
sleep
lepak

however this time ard..thing might change a lil'
cuz got asgmnt..=(
but nvm..at least i dun have to wake up at 7am rite?

anyway straight to todays post, FOODS! wee~

i have been "exploring" food lately...too busy n lazy to post them..so here is an array of pics of the foodies i have tasted!

p/s : its a super long post...so dont bother to see if u r not interested in foodie doodies! haha...xD

*evil smirk*

a reminder to those who are hungry or fasting...i warned u before hand! lol..

TADAH!!!!

chillis : great food..great place..plus : free flow of drinks comprising juices. great place for thos who love spending hours chit chatting! price very affordable as the portions r realy big...=p

my choice of the day :
grilled lamb served with mashed potatoes! *yums*

von's squek : LOVES!!! *thumbs up*

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Mizi bistro located in New World Park , Penang : a small cafe but super lot customer..u might not be able to get a table cuz ppl do make reservations,,so count urself lucky to get a table during peak hours ( 7pm till 8.30pm ) ! their menu sets are super affordable...BEST mushroom soup ! *salivating* they also have live band ( guitar, violin, etc not the rock pop band thingy )singing adding more umpph to the dinner! here are some of the pics of the foodies...

a great variety of pasta ! recommended too! =)

von's squek : best mushroom soup & pasta! wee~

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dragon-i : okla....not bad..not so much to scream about...but one thing dats super delicious is their famous signature dish - SIAO LONG PAO a.k.a lil' dragon pau! *thumbs up up*
lol

WOOHOO~
there r techniques to eat this paos' cuz according to ppl : the soup in the pao is the best part of it. lol..n indeed it was!

anoder nice thing : canned peanuts for their starters!

i know i look weird here.too "kayu" d. lol. anyway one in the pic are : siao long pao, assorted mushroom, fried tofu, la mien a.k.a noodles and also the dessert!

love this as well cuz got my favourite quil eggs...2 samo! haha..xD

von's scream : must try their siao long pao!

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malay seafood!

hmm...its a lil' difference den the chinese ones that i love but i have to say..they have their specialty too! plus its cheap! hoho.....
like this dish :

tomyum! woohoo~ *loves*

i finish thiswhole pot by myself..literary..lol...=p

this shop...is freaking grand de lo..high class cuz have u ever seen a malay seafood restaurant with air cond and marble furnish for the table & floor....boleh lawan with thos hotel de le..

the interior.cool rite?

they have anoder section which is for thos functions i guess..the other side was waaaay cooler..but i din get any pics..cuz malu la! lol..xD

von's squek : unexpectedly turns out to be good ! =)

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*CHEESE BAKED RICE*

tadah! =))

hongkie restaurant : concept copy kim gary de or mayb the other way round ..but u get the idea rite? non - halal de la..but their chic baked rice..reli damn nice...waaaay better den kim gary. i dun like kim gary. not nice.lol! and it causes rashes to my fren! poor girl went kim gary makan le...got rashes, went c doc n stupid doc duno "kin" anot his cert say he suspect my fren h1n1~ ==''' anyway their cheese baked rice..reli very cheesy!

* yummy *

all smiles for the meal ! haha...xD

von's squek : yummy yummy yummy!

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the menu...very sophisticated rite..=)

found anoder great place!
the little cottage located under emerald hotel . on the way to gurney plaza.

they serve the BEST clam showder! *loves like mad*

the generous amout of potato chunks & clam! superb!

great starters! =)

more to come :

bread & butter & peanuts

main courses :

dishing out grilled fish fillet with lemon & herbs sauce! * delicious*

lobster + steak combo !

the lobster. a lil' too small cuz "somebody" complained its more like a prawn den lobster. but..its set meal ma...nevertheless, at the end of the meal..we r again..TOO full! =p

trust me..it does NOT taste like how it looked like..lol..i noe..it look...kinda *tut*..BUT....its reli yummy! lol! =p
its well done dat explains the colour la..hehe!

p/s : i think im a good photographer..but..too bad la..cheap camera! lol..mab i got hidden talent in photography? haha..who noes....lol

coffee after main course..=) very " ang moh" rite..LOL! but this comes under the dinner set.

next up....the desserts :

tiramisu & custard!

the interior :

window view! lol..too bad see cars nia..not mountains or flowers kinda thing! haha..xD

my pose! lol..jk..i was not ready yet..lol...the ready one i tak cantik..so i chose this one! haha..xD

von's squek : SUPER value! =) great english-ish environment!

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dats bout it...i can blog no more...cuz i myself am freaking hungry now! i gotta go scramble to dig up some foods ! hoho....

* running & searching wildly for smth to eat *

p/s : HAPPIE HOLIDAYS peeps! =))

hates!

2009-08-18T09:51:00.000-07:00

why isit that every single when we wan go back for our hday liao......SUUUUUURE got alot homework come de a?!? sien.....*hates*

i wan go back home a.......*sulk*
time passes so slow...al cuz thos tons of works to do.....=*(

i believe..last semester..life was easier!
this semester..a change of a few lecturers make my life became like three times triple hard! ugghh.....im talking bout the homeworks, presentations, reflections and etc etc etc....
okla..i noe la..its for our own good..but can they please come one by one?

this lecturer says : i dun care if u have XXX things to do..this is my subject...blablalbla..
that lecturer says : my tesl teachers...all this should be easy for u all.....blablabla...
anoder says : all of u better buck up...finals r coming....blablabla....

all u guys think we can reli divide ourselves into parts where one part can go to A and have discussion den B will stay in room to do homework, C go toilet bathe....D go shit....E slp & rest...F wash clothes n the list goes on till Z.....*haiz*

one word :

hates!!!!!!!

freaking idiots!

2009-08-11T08:58:00.000-07:00

damn thos ppl who dare call themselves TEACHER when u go to the sch not to teach ur students but to RIDICULE them?

how?

for instance, by snaping tons of pic of a student which i doubt u have their consent n post it in *somewhr* n then ....ALLOWING others to post comments that reli reli are INSULTING!

i say teachers : u accept ur students for the way they are... u dun chose ur students....they r there in the very class of yours for u to teach them...not for u to make fun of them! not for your own personal stupidity attack to venge on!

thos kids..do they chose they way they are rite now?

NO THEY DONT!

FYI, not all ppl stuff themselves till they become this 'giant" that u see that makes u sooo afraid to stand bside of them because u r worried that they will knock into u n make u "fly". but because some of them r jst born with it. it might be due to a dsyfunctional proper nerves system that affects ones brain to send the correct signal like telling u tat u r full & even that ur metabolism rate became so slow it leads to the obesity proble or in ur words : turing them into GIANTS or MONSTER!

DAMN U PPL!
such shallow ppl.......arent u guys ashamed to call urselves TEACHERS?
if u like soooooo freaking much to make fun of somebody dats considered "abnormal" try reflecting urself..y r u even here?

nobody is perfect. and that includes YOU!

p/s : u r rite. i am freaking major super duper pissed with their childishness! i do not se it funny n i cannot understand why they react like that to the poor child..i am dissapointed. u may say its none of my bisness but i tell u..its my bisness because i too, am gona b a teacher.

ugly ducklings no more

2009-08-05T06:18:00.000-07:00

topic of the day : ducks!!!

when you are 3, the ducks that u encounter looks like this :

* RUBBER DUCKIE~ *

who dare tell me they duno this i will reli spank their butt! this super important duckie is such a significant to our childhood!
dang~
i feel lke bathing with rubber duckie now! haha...

when you are 7....you now see duck like this :

Awwww.....aint the bunch of them cutie pies......come to momma!!! errk..i mean they going to their mummy duck.nope.not me.*shake head*

i still remember whenever i go to the market with my mum i will always beg my mum to uy me one of these lil' cute ones...but every single time i fail! guess i need to learn more propaganda skills eh!

when you are 10, probably the ducks that you see differs from this :

instead of this :

ughh-so-normal-boring-looking-ducks....

u might now see them naked..and you learn to enjoy them! *smirk*

mamamiyah~ deeeeeelicious......i *wuff* naked ducks.i mean roasted ducks! =p

kla..so when you are like 15, you learn more science liao..so u see more colourful de ducks liao lo..
macam ini :

so pretty de ducks....

even their butts so cute rite...but NO. i dowan to have their butt.i am happie with mine.thank you! =))

time flies.....now that you are probabl 21...you see even prettier sexier ducks than the naked i mean roasted ducks.

like theese "ducks" ;
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these r the "ducks" or professinall called GIGOLOs in japan!
how?
chio boh?
dang~

let me show u more . hiak hiak~

kawaiii neh~

this r pics from their profile.

ohya...take a look at their advertisement. i mean ADVERTISEMENT.

one look. its like a saloon de advertisement. especially when you dont read japanese.
second look.think u noe le la....lol
imagine walking into the shop & asking for the "model" and he walks out instead of cutting your hair...he.....*ahem ahem* i wish not to go futher in detail. its not like i know also la! haha...

declaration time :
i,me,yvonneling have never and will NEVER b a potential client or wateva!
the pictures is taken credit from a forum.
http://cforum4.cari.com.my/viewthread.php?tid=1689958&extra=page%3D1

if you wish to see more..u know wat to do! google or if u wana try...u can always fly to japan! wahaha......

so....duck rice anyone???

xoxo,
von

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2009-07-31T11:16:00.000-07:00

first it was the JE

then it was SARS

now its H1N1

wats next??

having been back home due to the H1N1 scare in college is more of scary rather then happy.

of course i am more than the word happy itself to be home...

but to think that H1N1 is really so near to me ( p/s : heard that a senior that stay 2 floor up was confirmed to be infected ) its not fun. its shocking.

so far yet so near. in this context she might be staying 2 floor up..but its scary to think that i might just brush shoulders with her or her roomie or whoever that r also carrier. eeewww~

anyway, my dad said this lame joke the other day when we were on the way out for dinner.
he said : "mei...aren't u supposed to be quarantined at home & not walk ard the town?"
he said so cheekily thinking that i will find it funny.

HAHA

i dun find it funny. LOL

cuz our college is closed...not quarantine. thos quarantine are those who are either infected or suspected . so..i am not a quarantined fella k!

shoo shoo H1N1!

my dad's always the one being bullied at home! i mean it. yeah~ LOL
but we all *wuff* him lots! he is best dad one can ever have! =)

social etiquette

2009-07-27T06:47:00.000-07:00

smiling is important.

a wise man once said

"smile & the world smiles with u!"

yet

i think right now due to our society, i say

"dun simply smile cuz u might b smiling at an open invitation to a perv! "

haha..ok..dats lame.

but its true.....u can start smiling to ppl..and then before u knew it..ppl will start stalking u! thos morons! oooh..n how can i forget bout thos ppl who will suddenly go ard telling others that u have a crush on them or worse..u r nutin but a BIMBO! *humphhh*

i am a victim. =(

so much so for smiling.....*sigh*

anyway..i remember once i saw a post on social etiquette. i find it very interesting n nevertheless very amusing n true to a certain degree that u might have been applying the correct or mayb wrong way of SMILING which is undeniably the most important factor when it comes to social thingy. *trying to flash a sweet smile*

according to the social etiquette expert from sg ( forget the name ) we have 5 different smiles that we can chose to use. =)

this 5 smiles in my opinion could determine the degree of friendliness u have with the one u r flashing to..i mean smiles k...pls dun think dirty! xD

therefore ladies n gentle i shall not waste my effort to camwhore! imma share with u the smiles i have! bahahahha......=p

when u meet ppl i mean anywhere..ur facial expression could vary from many many different looks..such as :

*the expressionless look*

or like this :

*the i-want-to-buy-that-dress-oh-so-much-but-no-size-le look!*

or :

* the bored look*

or :

*the eeeek look*

or :

*the irritated-after-smelling-ppl-de-fart look!*

and non but no least : the favourite of all time!

*the forced smile*

hmmm.....so now move on to the way recommended by our expert .

the 5 smiles!

#1 : sweet & charming

this smile is the smile that u give ppl when u first met them as a sign of acknowledgement to their existence.

a hint of smile like this with a lil' nod is all we need to show how courteous we are! =)

# 2 the open lips smile

this smile shows an advancing social / a closer relationship u now have with the person.
it is usually done after u get to know one better.

ok..this is not exactly the one..but its smth like this..a prolong smile...without the teeth flashed tho...=)

at this stage, u barely knew this fella so all u wana do is to leave a good impression which i think everybody want to!

#3 the show teeth smile

this is where u reveal ur hard kept clean teeth. err...or in some cases yellowish teeth?? haha...
watever~ its still teeth !

make sure u dun blind ppl with ur smile! haha...xD

say cheese!

#4 the show teeth sustained

meaning same smile like the above just that it is prolonged...comes with other non-verbal communication like gestures & eye contact to make the person feel warm ! =))

#5 the letting go smile

with this smile..u hide nothing! even the spinach that's stuck in between ur teeth or the missing teeth or lalat also can fly in and bla bla bla~

actually this is not the actual smile...i din manage to get any like that smile..so i chose smth thats pretty close to it..er...u get wat i mean? haha..watever! u r suppose to smile as wide as u can.

p/s : recommended oni when the other party say something reli reli funny. u noe wat i mean! lol

basically,

u practically laugh like mad..but make sure this happens in between the conversation..not lke u stand beside the road & start smilling like dat..one thing that cross ppl's mind is :

SIAO liao.....

in conclusion , i hope u all benefit smth from this post. im just crapping. its purely for u people who r too "wu liao" den decide to drop by to show ur support! thx guys! haha..xD

*SMILE*

princess von's story

2009-07-21T05:35:00.000-07:00

this is princess von :

look...she is going on a casual look today....therefore please pardon her for the super freaking hideous tv3 colour tshirt. dats not her favourite. trust me.

so,

one fine day,
princess von was admiring her own hands.
she thinks dat the manicure that she had done a day earlier was perfect.
beautiful!

gorgeous rite? *blush blush*

den suddenly princess von heard "something" dat is not very pleasing to her....

wat?!? how dare u........*hard stare*

oopsie daisie....i dun mean it.....err...i better shut up!

but it was all too late...princess von was furious. so furious dat she forgotten that she is a princess!

her good friend, quickly remind her dat she is a princess dat she should & must take care of her image!

even "juana" thinks so too.....

ooooh...really??

woops....sorrie......*blush* i better stop embaressing myself now!

aiyak...malu!

er...silence is golden?!?

with that,...princess von decides to cover things up by covering her face...

BAH!!!

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okok..i noe its a lame post. i am reli too bored d..n i like this few pics tho its reli showing an ugly side of me! haha....credit goes to the photographer ivan kow! hehe....

xoxo
"PRINCESS" von

smile

2009-07-19T06:22:00.000-07:00

i first heard of this song during Micheal Jackson's memorial service.
(say all u want people..but i adore Micheal for he is a great man with great compassion & talent! )

the song is great.

the melody is very soothing...a pleasant thing to hear...=)

but most importantly..to me personally, the message & the meaning of the song ( lyric ) is really good...touching...

SMILE
By Charlie Chaplin
Loved by Michael Jackson

Smile
tho' your heart is aching,
Smile
Even though it's breaking,
When there are clouds in the sky- You'll get by,
If you
Smile through your fear and sorrow,
Smile and maybe tomorrow
You'll see the sun come shining through- For you.
Light up your face with gladness,
Hide ev'ry trace of sadness,
Altho' a tear may be ever so near,
That's the time you must keep on trying,
Smile- What's the use of crying,
You'll find that life is still worthwhile,
If you just smile.

p/s : i bet Micheal sees that as well...that is why its his all-time-favourite song! =)

*all in love with the song & dearly missing Micheal Jackson*

=(

2009-07-18T06:25:00.000-07:00

ever felt like u just wana curl up in ur bed n refuse to get outta dat damn bed?

ever felt like sitting n gobbling a dozen of choc bars to make u feel better?

ever felt like eating a whole freaking choc cake till u puke?

ever felt like running till u r outta ur breath n den just fall dead there n then?

ever felt like jamming to the music till ur ear hears no more?

ever felt like crying for hours till no tears flow outta ur eye duct?

im feeling dat rite now.

smtms life is just so shitty dat i reli feel so tired of all the dramas.

why cant life be simpler?

why cant human's mind be simpler?

=))

2009-07-16T07:47:00.000-07:00

lately i have been stocking my hostel room with some of the few foodies that i love....
erm...i dun really eat them.
i just buy buy buy whenever i see they r on discount...haha!
i think staying by yourself really will turn u into this aunty because the mentality that whenever u see this XXX item is like cheaper 20sen u go " OOOOoooo...so cheap la today! BUY! "
seee...dats wat i say the typical-aunty-go-buy-things style.
i have no one but myself to blame for even allowing that to get the better of me!

H-O-R-R-O-R!!!! *pulls hair*

anyway....imma show u some of my favourites that currently in my room now! teehee~

one of my favourite chocs...Beryl's dark choc coated almond! *loves loves*

chipsmore! soon theyw ill b gone! muahaha....anyway bought them real cheap : 2 for rm4! cheap rite? =p

next up....we go for the fruits! ^^

mangoes....my dear daddy bought them for me when i went back home the last weekend cuz he noes i like them....^^v

my mum bought me these! hehe...=)

an apples a day keeps the doctor away! *wink*

hmm....there is anoder apple that i am in *wuff* with!
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DKNY's BE DELICIOUS!!! a fragrance for her! *evil laughter*

i know...the shape is just gorgeous!
its so freaking cute!
the smell is.......=))

*giggles*

*muakss*

thanks to u-know-who-u-r! =)

p/s : confession time....the red apple was not mine. it was my dear roomate's apple! she ask me to not forget to mention it was rightfully hers! haha....=p thx for allowing me to camwhore it for this post! haha.....*bleah*

handicap failed

2009-07-15T02:50:00.000-07:00

while i was on a day out in a mall in penang.....nature calls....

so i went to the toilet to receive the call of nature.

usually we see this sign for the handicap :

a figurine on a wheelchair = normal

i was however bummed to see anoder sign...guess they revamp their look?? *bleah*

err...handicap anyone??

sorry.
but this just dont work with me. i prefer the previous one loh.....=p

p/s : tis post is not to condemn the handicap. just smth that i find amusing.dats all.

xoxo

exercise : fun or dreadful?

2009-07-14T08:17:00.000-07:00

exercising is

a) fun
b) dreadful
c) all of the above

my answer is C.

im happy to sweat actually..cuz sweating means that u r burning FAT!! woohooo~
which is equivalent to losing weight
which also mean to say u will b slimmer
which also allows u to eat more!
ahhh.....syiok!

KRISPE KREME!!! arrgh...i miss them! =(

okla..i noe i still look fat.cuz after diet i makan.no control.so still same. =(

dats not my point today...

i wana tell u bout the exercise thingy la...obviously....

seee..i *wuff* jumping! haha..xD

its been long since i drag my own butt outta my room n go jog...to tell u the truth..ever since i set foot into this college..i have never get out to exercise on my own except during the physical education class last semester <>

so....today is indeed a new start!

me n my 3 crazy girls went to the field! =))

since we were all by ourselves thr on the field...err...not reli..thr was this gardener if i can call him that who was cutting the grass of the field...

initially we wanted to go jog...

but then we decided to do some aerobic! haha..

freaky...cuz we r thr...moving n shaking butts to the tunes from katy perry....princess riri..etc etc! haha....farnie....*blush*

we had lotsa fun. =))

we manage to last for 20mins. i am sayin so cuz y the time we stop...all of us were exhausted! haha..so much so for the spirit of exercising..but i guess...a lil is better den none rite?

aerobic is both fun & dreadful.

it was fun DURING the process but at the end of the day..it was DREADFUL!

so..after that..we drag ourselves all the way to tesco for dinner which is about 2km away..

only God noes how dreadful the journey was....the journeyback......was extremely super duper long..like walking to Neverland....cuz my whle body was aching like mad....super mad...my legs cant feel my body..my mind cant feel my body! haha...okla..i am exaggerating..but it was tiring...even after a meal of kfc ( which i have been carving for ) it does not help!

well...i am rel trying to make an effort to get my lazy bum out to exercise more...cuz i believe i seriously can need some exercise..looking at my body de FATS....is just sad! *sigh*

lets see if i can make it! =p

p/s : my weight lose programme is still on people..so far..not bad la...i did lose some weight...haha....but the last weekend i went back..n gosh....its all coming back! *sigh*

i am happie to b surrounded by fooodies!! *rofl*

i did not chose to sad

2009-06-29T08:43:00.000-07:00

once and for all....
i would like to declare..
being in this very institute SUCKS!!
well i cannot be bothered so much now!
all i now i do HATE this place.

the reason why : the idiots

oopsss......did i just said dat loud?? i mean the people...the tender loving ppl......=)

i do not know why but some ppl find it very entertaining to go around tormenting others....
to these ppl seeing others suffering or affected feels great. makes them feel superior i guess.wateva!

hmm....lets see how they do so :

before that, let me remind u...i did not chose to be sad or angry. it just happened.

*GOSSIPing....
yes.this is the father of all the "great" things they just simply LOVE!

* backstabing...
wow...this...is normal i guess? never trust ppl ard u..cuz the ,might just turn ard n decide to bite u cuz mayb ur butt is too irresistable for them bah! =)

* look at u with the oo-i-am-smiling-but-actually-i-hate-u-cant-u-see-dat-idiot? look.
well..i think i got lots of them..i used to feel so irritated but now..i guess i am immune to it! =)

*go around fooling u just because I look stupid.
damn...do i really look dat stupid that most ppl make me their target huh???
i tot i looked strong & confidence cuz dat was what ppl ard me has been telling me ever since i was in high school even during times i was working partimer..but the many incidents that occured to me here in this place i regard as PRISON...i lost. i cried. and what did it turn me into?it turn me into a GIANT CRY BABY!

smtms i cant help to wonder also dat the words that i uttered during thos times...were words..that i dun normally use...i wondered...will this place turn me into somebody dat me myself cant recognise. n ppl will hate me even more.
but at the same time i was thinking..since they want me to b like dat? y dun i just turn into the person that they want me to b..n please them n then they would actually leave me alone. my journey in this place is still a freaking freaking long journey.

*haiz*

i can never bring myself to b somebody dat i am not.
blaming myself or others..does not do any good.
i will learn to embrace all this with a positive thinking.
cuz i believe Jesus is walking with me here....=)
and i believe he send his angels over to be there for me....

thank you to thos angels...^^
u knoe who u r! =)

*hugs*

p/s : this is MY blog..& i dun freaking give a damn if u guys r not happie reading my blog or u decide to print this page OUT n start spreading it to the whole class to see cuz its a freakign democratic MALAYSIA and i am soooo gona write WATEVA dat i like!
THIS IS MY FREAKING BLOG!!!!

tgi fridays ewwww

2009-06-27T09:15:00.000-07:00

one fine day.....out of curiosity me n my fren went to TGI Fridays to dine! below r my photoblog bout the meal....

come for the food.
stay for the fun.
hmmm.....we'll see....=)

lets begin dining!

appetizers :

for the starters....we decide to go with.....

* this 2 yummy looking dishes*

errr..sorry ya..forgot the names le..but i will describe them to u guys! =)

the first appetizer was

* well, this dish can b yummy if only they did not mak it soo salty...its way too salty for my personal likings....its actually marcaroni baked in cheese covered by bread crumbs..the shapes r just cute...aint them? ^^*

next appetizer on our menu was

* chicken fillet which is AGAIN too salty!
erm..if there were like rice with it..its totally fine..but its a freakin appetizers that makes u go "arrrgggg..." n u gotta drink lotsa water after each bite to reduce the over whelming taste. the celery stick is good tho. *

hmmm..tho the appetizers were quite dissapointing not only cuz of the taste but also that they served it cold ( as in not a hint of warmness lo! ), there is actually smth good bout it...TGI Fridays is definitely generous with their portion. we were half full when we finally able to stuffs ourselves with most of it. dun waste money la kan..its quite expensive lah!

next up for our tastebud was the main dishes!

my pick :
chicken breast with cheese sauce

* well, this dish looks nice..rite? the taste was not as good though. mayb its because of the sauce which is so not sauce..its too dry...cuz its only melted cheese with egg,thus, there is no sauce or watsoever in this plate. their mashed potatoes...super filling! erm..agn..the portion was really BIG! *

anoder choice of main dish

this dish of chicken with the jack-something-i forgot-name was not bad actually...the sauce's nice..=)

next , to my favorite thing in the shop! the drinks!!! =p

*both this drinks practically r mine cuz i finish both! haha..xD..well the yellowish one was the long island ( a cocktail ) which i love n the pink one was the strawberry crunch which to me was superb! yummy! *

hmm......so wats do i feel bout the place?

lets see......

food :
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it was not up to what i expect of it...a 3 outta 10! =p

drinks : oh yes! totally love 'em....=) im giving them a 8 outta 10! its nice to drink there...cuz of the ambience of the restaurant...

environment : its great! sets the mood to party & drink! haha...=p 9 outta 10! coll place to hang out!

service : great! super friendly waiters & waitresses..while i was there..someone was celebrating her bdae n all the waiters & waitresses came tgh n sang her a unique bdae song. unique coz the beat was more like they were going to a war rather than the sweet lovely bdae song! haha..xD it was cute in a way..smth different! =) so..a 7 outta 10.

erm..if u guys dun mind paying more for mediocre food...i would recommend u to go thr..cuz the place is reli a great place to hang out! ^^

xoxo,
vonvon

weight lost programme

2009-06-24T07:20:00.001-07:00

being back to college is definitely a no fun for me...
as much as i hate being here..i still need to be here...
there r many times when i feel so discouraged being here....
things happened which i do not know is my problem or others.
well i cant put the blame entirely on others nor can i put them on me....
so
wateva~ i try not to giv a shit bout wat others do to me cuz i noe wateva isit i can never control others.
i shud not let ppl affect me..my life and my happiness! =) right?

show u my face when i dun care.....
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*tadah*

HAHA

well..since i "suffered" so much here last semester...i went back..n gained like so much weight...
getting rounder is not my aim during the hdays...but i guess.....its a good thing rite? hahaa..
so...now i am on a weight lose programme! haha...

wat i am goin to do :

1) eat less!
chanting I AM NOT HUNGRY whenever i am hungry. fingers crossed. it will jadi la! haha..*bleah*

2)slp more
according to "some" scientific explanation, hibernation is good...lol...and den hor..when u slp..u dun feel hungry.n dats important! hahaa..xD besides...i think it helps the skin thingy dat u dun bcum older faster

3) increase my fruits & vege intake
salads r good n yummy! =)

4) exercise!!!!
apart from us needing to walk to classes eday.i thought of a best way to exercise...and i am pretty sure..i will not get bored doing it! haha....its.......S.H.O.P.P.I.N.G!!! haha....seee....its also exercising rite..walk here n thr..not only u exercise ur legs hor...also involves the brain de lo..cuz u need to calculate sorta things la....eyes also exercise.....mouth also....bla bla bla...anyway..this is wat a shopaholic like me will say la since i strongly disagree with ppl who says shopping is bad....window shopping kenot meh??? haha....=p and ..when u buy smaller size de clothes..can also a motivation to lose weight! good rite? *wink*

alot ppl have been pouring me cold water hor....so i will prove them wrong! haha....we shall wait n see if i lost weight or i wil gain weight this semester!

xoxo,
yvonne

lazy to blog!

2009-06-11T05:51:00.000-07:00

im attacked by the lazy bug i guess.....reli super lazy wan sit n blog..haha..

well..just a fast update of myself..
i am living life to the fullest....practically eat , sleep & shit eday! lol...*such a bliss*
i am getting rounder & rounder! haha....xD

besides that i am also struggling to finish up a novel , to kill a mockingbird by harper lee. its our task for the hday...there r.....eerm..i duno how many chapters..but im oni at the 6th chapter nw! lol..xD so..wish me luck!

i have yet to touch anoder asgmtn of mine! will b doin it soon! *bleah*

anyway....thr is this blog dats super funny....!

when u feel ur life is F***ed up...u shud totally see this :
here is the link :
http://www.fmylife.com/

well, before i end....here's a pic of the rounder me!!! haha...xD

xoxo,
vonvon

its bout me.

2009-06-02T04:26:00.000-07:00

yvonne ling wan yi :

i must learn to be mean.
i must learn to be selfish.
i must learn to be a b*tch!

the world will never be kind with u. so why should i?

life is short.

whats this?

2009-05-31T23:00:00.000-07:00

the other day..i was boarding a local penang bus service....that is no other den our very oen MILAN bus company....

and i was super surprised to see this oh-so-freaking-canggih thingy.....

lets have a look......

hmm......deco? or a result of vandalism.....

lets take a closer look......

still no idea of wat isit?

jeng jeng jeng jeng......

its a......

FREAKING

AIR CON
*faints*

my fren & i was standing in fron of this gaya gila air con..den we felt the air la..so was searchin for the air con thingy..till we found out this IS the aircon....*pengsan*

i wonder how they do tis.......

again.....its the MALAYSIA BOLEH spirit i think....
i bet no other countries hav this one & only unique aircon! =p

fishy fish

2009-05-31T10:18:00.000-07:00

im gona talk about fish today.....=)

well...dun get me wrong..im not talking bout the fish FISH that u get in market....eg ikan bilis...

but im gona talk bout a famous Chinese malaysian singer. FISH LEONG. (wat a name)

when i first heard of her..i could not help but wonder...y would somebody wana name herself fish? *scratch head*

i mean fish is....fishy....smelly...but YUMMY! yeah..so i guess she found the rational in it or rather..she find the name cute! lol....anyway....her songs r great! cant deny dat..=) and she is famous! in malaysia & also in taiwan i guess...da market is good enough..

so..the other day..this very Fish came to Queensbay Mall for a autograph session & also to promote her "product" ....she was newly appointed the spokesperson for INTIMATE!
need i say more? so it was an intimate session with fish! =p

too bad...i bought my ticket to watch Mall Cop..so i couldnt see Fish live lo..nor could i see her dead! haha..jk....but kepo-ness attacks me...so i was thr on the 1st floor looking down at the groupfloor at the stage n i saw something.........fishy! xD

*this is the stage...nothing fishy?? *

let me show u where the fish part is.......

*gotcha!!! din noe singers cant rmb their own song! tsk tsk tsk.....*

i mean its not wrong for singers at the concert to have like displayed lyrics..cuz its a concert rite..n thr is freaking lot of songs...besides..some sngers chooses to sing songs of other artists so...i dun blame them..reli..but this is..freakingly all ur own song la.....*faint*

and then hor....if u reli wana do...at least so it in a more 'high-class" way la....

thos fellas r using freaking MANILA CARD!!! =='''

*speechless*

anyway...i took a few more pics....hehe...

*where there are FREE stuffs..there are Malaysians! =p*

*mie camwhoring*
*lol*

xoxo ,
von~

coming soon....

2009-05-30T00:54:00.000-07:00

im back..!!!
i have abandoned my blog for a freaking long time...n during this duration..many many many things has taken place.......n i have my fair share of joy n laughter and also tears.....so i will be blogging soon.....=)

p/s : im freaking busy now...i need to catch up on a lot of things....^^v

xoxo,
*yvonne*

the camwhores of language camp

2009-05-09T22:54:00.000-07:00

hey guys....
i just got back from my language camp on friday....its was freaking tiring...tho the activities seems quite flexible..its still a camp.....well...personally...its was quite a success..
i mean the camp...of coz there r still rooms for improvement as the activities were quite inorganised (its my honest opinion)
however,
i think Insitut Pengajian Guru Malaysia Penang Campus ROXX throughout the camp!
we were in charge of the language games...got quite some good feedbacks....=)
our choral speakers rock the house! wee~
besides that..i heard we even got the title "kumpulan yang paling bising"
er..is that good or bad??
wateva!!!
i would take dat as compliment cuz i think we reli did ROCK 'em all! haha...

anyway below are snapshots of the camp..^^

*our antique bus became a mobile boutique..pilih pilih....rm10 satu pasang!*

p/s ; we r sooooo freaking lucky to get a bas kilang better than the one we took to the teluk batik camp......=.='"
for thos who dont know...
click here.
http://misssquekie.blogspot.com/2009/02/worst-journey-ever.html

*im backieee to NS....the menu of their food.....OMGosh...totally same channel de lo...reminds me of all my sweet & sour memories !*

p/s : the campsite is indeed a campsite for NS.i got to stay in the chalet which can occupy 6pax..not bad..with attach bathroom IF oni their bathroom toilet can b used n the shower to! we,the ones in my chalet had to bathe usin the pipe rite beside the toilet bowl! Ewwww!

next up.....my school visits pics!!!
i had lotsa fun with my standart one babies...it was cool...being called TEACHER CINA! *rofl*
some were even so sweet to gimme presents they bought from their sch koperasi...*awwww*

the class of 35 students...cutie pies!! *hugs*

*bad teacher...cam whore during lesson! haha..xD *

*surrounded by my babies....^^*

*my favourite baby....name is anisha...she is the 1st to gimme pressie...^^v and she freakingly called me 3 times man usin duno whos hp la....so cute rite? she keep askin me when i will return to their sch...i actually felt kinda sad hearing this...cuz i had to lie to her i duno when.....=( nevertheless..i will rmb her...she is just too cute! super sweet smile..^^*

*i feel them clinging & cleaving to mieeeee* wahaha...xD
p/s : i love this pic alot! =)

*the responsible cute teachers teaching the kiddies....BODY PARTS!! haha..*

*isnt he a cutie?? *

okok..enough of the pics of my sch visits...imma show pics of me n other cool teslians! ^^

* shan of kota bahru college, shes a nice girl..very friendly....^^ *

* farah-zetty-yvonne-mayuri* my groupmates...VIOLET is the name of the group! *

* me & jamie & yuges*

* mie - avtar (super outspoken & cute) - jasmin ( the bond girl )- jaspreet ( the kl girl who everyone love! )*

* the girls from kota bahru agn..friendly ppl*

*all the way from sarawak..land of the hornbills....yingying on my left & silvia on my right*

*anoder fellow foochow with the freakin same sure name as mine! The Lings~ who noes..we could be relatives! haha..xD *

* cool dudes from ipik....my groupmate! *

*my violet teammates...^^v*

* my skits groupie....we enjoyed ourselves..but i practically mempersiasuikan myself for acting as an ahlian-fashion-disaster-bloken-engrish-named-MALILYN MONLOE....*run & hide* all for the sake of the skits.....hope its worth it! cuz i was praised..haha....*shy shy* all in all...its worth it! *

now......for other micellaneous snippets of the camp!

* mr fluffy & i.....i actually think its cute! but when u have too many of them..its kinda geli! lol..my first time seeing such catepillars....there r practically everywhere in the camp! *

* mr fluffy @ bulu-bulu up close *

* the 5 cuties in batik! haha..xD *

* the first time all the 10 nons in our cohort take pic tgh! wuff it!* =)

* bodyguards!!! lol...they r from sarawak..wuff their batik! i wan i wan! lol.*

i think i would not wana upload anymore pics here......took such a super freaking long time uploading them! *puke foam & die* anyway.......all in all.....throughout the camp..i had my fair share of joy & sorrow! happy to be able to meet cool dudes & chicks.....sad with *something*
i chose not to go futher into it! hehe......

anyway....i shall conclude this super long post with a groupir pic of us!!!=)

* tesl cohort 2 3rd cycle.....btw this is the best groupie pic i have but i think some ppl r missing..sorrie for dat! lol..xD *

imma start writng my reflection for the camp...i took a total of approximately 3hours to finish this post...swt! lol..xD

nite ppl! *hugs*

rabbit bite....

2009-05-08T03:49:00.000-07:00

will u buy this n eat this??

sickos!! could actually get this super duper geli idea lo.........

i wonder if this is gona b on the next menu in Mcdonalds!

im sooo lazy to blog...

2009-04-28T04:06:00.000-07:00

lately..i ahve been busy..i guess not very very very cuz i have finish my nitemare part of the semester....(mid sem exam & almost all assignments!)

so..i guess i am busy with some stupid things...i mean real stupid.

so..imma do somethings dats reli stupid la..lol...

im gona paste the note i wrote in facebook!
hahaha...i noe i noe..dats lame...
but rite now i think this things is reli whats bothering me.......*total crap*

so...heres the post....

friend or foe?

1 ) a person who wants to be better than u...in everything....

2) a person who only laugh with u......but does not cry with u....

3) a person who sees things of the surface..does not try to see "things"....

4) a person who follows what u do....dressing....talking...etc etc.....

5) a person who helps u alot however stabs u behind ur back....

6) a person who thinks "too highly" of u..gives u credits for everything....

7) a person who stares at u...yet talks nothing to u....

8) a person who dislikes u..yet....still talks to u....

9) a person who smiles all the time at u....too much at times....

10) a person who tries to change u.......

*ponder*

shitty!!lousy!!kek si!!!!

2009-04-24T08:19:00.001-07:00

i duno wats wrong with me today..everything seems to go wrong with me........
im super grumpy....(is this due to the hormonal imbalance?i wonder...haha)
anyway like i said..it was a bad bad day!

warning : this is a super long post.so be warned.i might be boring to u..but....i could not care a single inch bout it now! i just wana blog bout it.

first....i wake up early mornin feeling heavy....haven been able to get proper rest for a very long time.....

next....class sux.....i choose not to elaborate on this part.makes me sick.

following this.....i tot by going out for a proper "luxurious" meal in my opinion la its luxurious.....it will make me feel better about myself.....

but

it makes things even worse!

i was given this freakin bad service from the stupid idiots fools of Nandos Queensbay!
i seriously am pissed off by their lousy service. read me...LOUSY service.
p/s : i have been a huge fan of Nandos. however..this stupid shop is just not the Nandos u get elsewhere in Malaysia. or mayb the world. i do not know. but..they r in the top top of my list of never-step-in again shop! *humph*

today was not the first time i was treated badly thr...let me recall bac the times i get their "extra special" service.

first shitty service :
me n my frens were there eating and we order a grilled vegetable since we have never tried eating it before and the name just sounds sooo good.
ok..so what comes to your mind when u read G-R-I-L-L-E-D?
of course u r gona think of HOT WARM NICELY CHAR-GRILLED veges rite?
but what was served to us was a bowl of u-see-liao-straigh-no-appetite kinda rubbish.
it look so fugly dat i think if i giv it to begger also they won wana eat. they look like the kind of stir fried vege u left overnite. ( get the idea now?) there was not a hint of shit saying that the bowl of thing was grilled before.
nvm..i tot dat was the color......so i took a piece to taste it.
guess wat....it was FREAKING COLD. i mean real cold. it was not even warm kay! shit them! serve me such food....so obviously being very annoyed by that i decide to ask the waiter bout the dish.

me : excuse me, is this dish a cold dish?
stupid waiter : *puzzled look*
me : i mean is it supposed to be cold?

hold ur breath ppl...this is the BEST answer a waiter could ever give u!

waiter : ooh...u mean u wan it hot?
me : er....yah? i tot its G-R-I-L-L-E-D vege?
( i think i shud like do charity and start an english class with them cuz i seriously think they duno english! *roll eyes*)

so...off the waiter went to re-grilled the vege.

i still think its tasteless and totally spoils my appetite!

so...we now move on to the next "great" service they gave me.

this time..i was with my family.since my mum has never tried nandos, me sis n bro decide to bring her there....cuz my dad was not around...cuz if he was around...he will definately not agree to dine in such places! lol..so we took her thr..was a HUGE MISTAKE.
all of us in the Ling family eats only the upper part of a chic...dats the breast part.
so we wanted to order 2 sets of 1/2 chicken la since we all was not very very hungry. so we tell them we want all breast part.

guess what....they say kenot...their reason...
foolish waiter : sorry..its a 1/2 chic set..so must have a breast and a tigh.....

fine..since dats da case..we order 1/4 chic set lo.....easy rite?
p/s : in kl..any i mean any NANDOS....they allow the customer to chose de which part.even 1/2 chic set..u can freakingly take 2 breast part.

so so...back to story..we order 4 sets of 1/4 chic .....n ask for all breast part.
guess wat again....
dumb waiter : we cant giv u 4 breast. maximum is 3 breast.

this is rubbish! where on earth can u find a unique shop like this. tell me! i am the customer.
1) i ordered 1/4 chic...so wats wrong with me demanding for breast part.?
2) again...in kl......u can have 10 ppl on the same table..they WILL give u 10 breast if all 10 wants it.
3) i am paying for my meal....so wats the freaking prob of me asking for the part that i want?

they r reli idiots!

however...after my sis argued with them n ask to see the manager...they finally agreed to giving us 4 breast part. AMEN. god forgive them for their foolishness not forgetting their rudeness.
actually after this particular meal..i vowed to boycott this shop le..cuz i reli feel they r super rude.....!

third shitty service.
however.....due to my cravings for it...i decide to put off my boycott thing for a day.....n decide to dine thr today....

1) cause i am reli reli missing them...very long no eat liao....
2) i got a coupon that allows me to get a free cup of cappucino.see it means quite alot to me cuz my sis knew i have never ever drank cappucino..n out of all the coupons she have..she got only this one last cup...which her bf actually wana drink..but she ask agve it to me saying that its ok..they can drink some other time....it may mean nothing for u all..but it meant alot to me..a lil action goes a long way.
3) I SIMPLY WANA EAT.

so..went in..order food le.....den i show the coupon la......den what happens next reli pissed me off! like alot lot lot lot.........

me : *show him the coupon*
idiot : coffee maker spoil. *without looking at me*
me : what? *looked puzzled*
idiot : coffee maker spoil.cant make any coffee. * AGAIN...w/out looking at me*
me : huh? cant u do anitin bout it?
idiot : no.

den he just stand thr like an idiot. wait..he is an idiot!!!
tell me...r u not pissed if ppl treat u like this ya?
well..if its reli broken..u could at least be more courteous rite?
with the S-O-R-R-Y word at least?????

but..noooooo...he did not........!

and and...while i am still freakingly dining...they came to out table..and ask us to pay up.
walao...yours sincerely haven finis eating kay.......
so i politely tell him can u pls come back after i finis eating ? and that idiot...just stood there...staring at me..so i stare back at him...den only he left.......is this not stupid??*roll eyes*
den when i ask hom for the receipt..he said "pls hold on ya..i will bring u anoder copy"
then...he babi gila.......i waited...neva bring!
eh..if u cant bring me the recepit a.....
DONT FREAKINGLY PROMISE PPL U WILL BRING ONE KAY!
he looked at me when i was waiting & i got soooo pissed i straigh away walk off! again....the I word...IDIOTS!!!!!

so what else can i say? i bet this is one of their stupid scheme.....telling ppl coffee maker outta service. stupid! reli stupid.
in KL.....my sis never face such prob..but y in penang and especially in the NANDOS of Queensbay mall ya? i guess i have a conclusion for it...

THEY ARE PURE STUPID IDIOT PPL WHO DOES NTO KNOW THEIR MANNERS AND THE RULE : CUSTOMER ALWAYS CORRECT THINGY!*roll eyes*

i am still mad as i am bloggin bout this.i still got lots of things to do..yet i feel the urge to blog bout this!

pls....do not try to dine in their shop..cuz the service tax that u paid...is not WORTH it! AT ALL!!! *roll eyes*

i,me,yvonne ling wan yi, 880923-08-6*** vows never ever ever...to step my foot into their shop anymore.ever!!!!!

i think i shud end here.sorry if u guys have to bear with my rudeness.but i am really pissed off.
the next time i blog..hopefully its of the opposite.
sorry if i bore u with this post. =p

fondue~

2009-04-16T01:53:00.000-07:00

on the very fateful day when i was supposed to be on the bus happily riding back to my beloved hometown i was in gurney plaza in Swenson sadly enjoyin my chocholate fondue! *takes a deep breath*

shoud i be happie or should i be sad?

it all started like this......
*sit down with a popcorn & cola in hand*

i actually missed my bus back....*sad*

my bus was supposed to be the 3.30pm bus from butterworth...
so i went out for lunch before going there la...
so we tot like..since this time around i got car to sit....noned take the rapid rite..ma can sit longer abit la....so my fren n i wen macD makan la.....so we "chit chatted" til about 2.30 den only we push off to jetty cuz i need to get over to butterworth to catch my bus....

i was kinda panicking liao when i see the time..but "somebody" keep assuring me we will make it juz in time....since im not hte driver....i have to trust the driver lo..wat to do...=p
so..we reach jetty ard 2.45pm....wait n wait n wait till soo long...there was also a super huge crowd waiting to get onboard.....finally...the ferry came ard 3.05pm...
by this hour..i am getting super naggy....i was panickin..wat if i miss the bus? but..."somebody" keep saying...."aiyo......y so sked...won miss de la...just nice de la...aiya..if u reli miss a..i fetch u back sitiawan lo!"

again.......

i have to bear with it..cuz thr is nutin much i can do to make the ferry go faster..even if i wana paddle also no paddle for me.
so i reach the other side of the jetty at 3.27pm like dat..i tried to push my way through the crowd..but kenot..too many ppl liao...T.T

my watch shows that it was already 3.30pm...saw my bus..ran...and i tel my fren im goin off...den i ran towards the bus as fast as i can with my bagpack and a paperbag in hand...as i was running....the bus just drove away!!! freakingly left me thr..alone in the middle of the carpark..i was so near..yet to far!! *sobs*

mind u..it was drizzlin quite heavily...so i practically made an idiot outta myself by chasing the bus in the rain...so damn malu lo...cuz thr was reli alot ppl at the side looking at me! *cover face*

seeing this..my fren tried to run after me...but he says i was lost in a blink of his eyes....LOL..
dats cuz of the adrenaline rush in me....i straight run into the ticket counter ask the aunty ask that driver wait for me awile...she freakingly cut me off before i can finis my sentence! saying "tak boleh." dats it.no more.period.den she stare at me....i was reli furious at that time..and not forgetting scared...i tot i will b alone.....haha...panic d kenot think..stupid me! lol...
p/s : there were actually some tears in my eyes..according to my fren! haha..xD

anyway..i manage to see in my fren lo..he was feeling very very guilty.haha.....cuz he thinks dat he made me miss my bus! lol..xD
so i went back to the ticket counter to ask for a change of ticket....but i was rejected..have to buy anoder new ticket! haiz.......stupid sri maju ppl!

so since i bought the later ticket (8.15pm) we decided to go back to the island get some food n jalan rather den sitting on the filthy bus stop.so we went gurney! hehe...*bleah*

so we went Swensen to makan la....CHOC FONDUE!! *skips & jumps*

behold......our choc fondue!!!! *giggles*
p/s : most pics are camwhore pics of me..so u will only see me! not the "somebody" who make me miss my bus! haha..xD

*can u tell me this is not yummy a?*

^^v

*sinfully heavenly chocs!!!!*

*strawberries + bananas + cherries*

*lil cute round biscuits + marshmellows + square crunchy biscuits*

ICE-CREAMSSSSS!!!!
*mint + chocs + strawberry + coffee + oreo*

*me ready to dig in! itadakimas!!*

*makan makan! i wuff it lots!!*

*come come..i feed u with choc coated banana!yums*

*my head so big here! lol...xD*

*my favourite!*
*gigglies*

*eeeee......eat!*

well...im done camwhoring...there r lots more pics..but.,..i shall pollute & torture ur eyes no more!

so how does the end result looked like??
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* tadah!!!clean ma?lol...xD *
p/s : the cherries tak laku...nobody wan makan!

*i finish almost 70% of this bowl! =p*

so......i guess missing my bus was not that bad after all.....*smirk*
at least i get to eat such sweet dessert huh! lol....*wink*

i think Swensen is worth eating....tho this is the very first time i ate them...but the price seems reasonable ..and the desserts....well...need i say more? *happie smile*

p/p/s : i noe i look dreadful with no make up..n my oh-too-smiley-till-can-barely-see-my-eyes smile...lol..! i was takng so many pics thr dat practically before i eat any piece...i camwhored...talking bout table manners...lol..xD

till i blog agn which prob b very very long after this coz im goin for a camp...from 18th till 20th..den on the 24th.i have to hand in 3 freaking assignments..*sobs*
so....till i blog agn! *hugs*

y must i say bye bye?

2009-04-13T03:33:00.000-07:00

i found yet anoder 2 suit of the high waist kinda dress......

again!!!

im dissapointed ....*lie crying with leg kicking the air*

i tried them on.....and the result was the same......

either the top part was too tight for me....

or the skirt part was too..well..tight...or short for me. *sigh*

but i wuff one of them....however according to "somebody" the piece i like macam old lady de style.......

*where got old ..rite?*

and anoder one..was a disaster! haha...=p

*gosh..they actually look not bad leh...*

*sigh*

shud hav bought one of the many many pieces i tried rite???
kinda regret d.....i think mayb next time i shud go shopping with ppl who will not b "too straight forward"!!! haha....xD

i dunno y i have such great affections towards such dress.....mayb they make me look like somebody i will never ever b.....not anymore....one of my few (few means more den one kay)
ambitions is to b an air stewardess! haha...*shy*

i mite not have the qualities of an air stewardess since i am not a soft spoken polite lady kinda girl nor am i the most patient girl that u can slap my left cheek & have me offering my right cheek..but i still thinks being an air stewardess is cool! ^^
cuz u noe la ..they all look so pretty n sweet rite! *gigles*
some of u might say....being an airstewardess is just like being a waitress....

but....

forget not they get to fly here n there......i haven even gotten onto a real plane.......da most i went was the aeroplene u find in funfairs.....*poke fingers*

conclusion : i can never b one real airstewardess..so can i just have a lil "syiok sendiri" moment ya? haha..xD

p/s : i got lotsa foodie doodies to blog....dun reli have time to blog now cuz i am freaking tired...~
will b bloggin soon agn! hehe...xD

*hugs*

adieu~

2009-04-10T09:57:00.000-07:00

i cant stop thinking bout *something*.....

absolutely love 'em..

but

i guess...

they belong to someone else liao......*sobs*

they r never mine to begin with.....=(

i shall depart with 'em here...

this is the end.

im not gona think bout 'em cuz i believe..

somewhr out thr.....

something better awaits me!!!

farewell........

my "oh-so-girlie-&-sweet" dresses!!! *waves with pink hankie*

call me "terperasan" or thick skin...i still think i look good in them! haha..*ahem ahem*

*i absolutely wuff this white one!*

next :

*i wuff this one..cuz it looks like an air stewardess! *shy shy* haha....xD*

lastly......

* simple & nice rite? * hehe....=p

haiz..its been so long..yet i still find myself thinking bout them...haha....xD pls tell me i make the right choice for not buyin it...i guess its now in someone else's closet le..haiz......fine fine....i shud stop ranting and being naggy....!

i wish not to think bout them le! =p

im off to bed.....gastric sakit giler....need to slp le......nitez! *hugs*

fish market

2009-04-09T06:49:00.000-07:00

wats the difference between malaysia fish market & manhattan fish market?

one looks like this.......

*ikan ikan segar sekalian*

and the other?

*yums yums*
( p/s : iate some of the pasta le cuz too freaking hungry till forget to take pic...but u get the idea..yummylicious! )

anyway....i simply adore manhattan fishmarket for their fishes of cuz...and also their calamary rings..and pasta...and praws...and fried mushrooms and....the list goes on...haha..xD

well..the other day, which was many many days ago..haha..me n 2 other fren went to dine thr...it was....a happie yet sad occasion for us..haha...=p

we went and ordered food obviously.....TOO FREAKING MUCH for 3...haha..xD

so we were thr ordering....this looks nice..that looks nice.,.so order la....even after i warn them..manhattan fish market is not stingy with their portion ( well,dats what i say good money for good food! ) well..."somebody" confidently says...."aiya.....can finish de la....."
so..since wateva i say falls to deaf ears....so i just sit lo...sulking..like this....

*tell me the outfit does not look ugly on me & i look like a princess in dat shrek skirt!* >.< size="2">*repeats order*....ok...anymore people coming in?

us : nope...only the 3 of us....

*waitor paused..& then he looked at us...den smirked.....such devil*

waitor : erm..only 3???

us : yah.....y? too much for 3 person ka? or never hav 3 person who came in this shop order like this ke?

waitor : er..no no...got 3 ppl order like this..just that i have yet to see 3 ppl of ur size order like this! *smiled politely*

i tell u..this is man is good....by tellin us we r of "this size"...we feel happie rite...macam la we very skinny...den samo he was so smiley when he talked that he just make u feel like u ana order every single thing on the menu.kiddin.dat will cause me to eat & cry at the same time & perhaps i will never set foot ever into the place le! haha..xD so..we continued our conversation.

us : dun worry..we will be the first to finish them up! haha..xD

waitor : *smiled & nod head*

so he wen and get things prepared.......

hold ur breath and saliva....here comes the foods!!! wee~

*soup of the day..onion chowder*

my first..not bad..i kinda like it..^^

*fried mushroom*
i *wuff* it! ^^

* the prawns*
the gravy was great..cuz its cheesy! i forget the name of this dish le..but it was nice too!=)

*this is the good guy who served us throughout the nite. see..he is smiling neh while he is barbeque-ing the prawns...mayb he noes i took his pics bah! haha...xD*

*can never miss the classic fish & chips*

*this dish..could be nicer if they had put in more sauce...a lil too dry for my tastebud! ^^ but i *wuff* the calamari rings!* ^^

*my fav of the day! sorry its bit blur...*

in this dish...r all superb seafood! not this kinda seafoods tho.....

*spongebob & friends!*

love the cheesy prawns in it.......

look at the cheese.....*saliva dripsssss*

* fish...oysters.....and calamari rings agn...*

so....can 3 person reli finish all this??

the answer is..NOPE...we tried...but reli..we wanted to puke at the end of the meal...so i guess..we are happy to eat them..yet...we r sad..cuz not only do we waste the food..but also the 3 of us got a lil fishphobia! haha...no manhattan for 1 month..dowanna reli develop an anti-manhattan feeling! they were good....but as the saying goes...too much of a good thing is never good! neither does it contribute to ur cholestrol level ! =p

nevertheless..i still like manhattan fish market....^^ ohya,....when we left..the waiter smiled lo..must b thinking..this 3 fella.....stupid..haha..xD n i even tapao the fries that were left untouched for my frens...sorry la girls...they r not leftovers....i mean...its not like we dowan eat..we were too full le..n since i dowana waste ma bring bac for ya all lo..^^v

* a happie mie eating..* =)

*shoot!!! im crave for them now!! =(*

die.die.2009

2009-04-04T11:15:00.000-07:00

in hockkien...the number "4" is pronounced as "si" = die.
thus.....yday was die.die.2009 which also is the day of another chinese "celebration" which deeply reflects our chinese culture....chengbeng a.k.a the cleaning ancestors grave day.

wat u see in the tv does not resembles at all the true spirits of chengbeng......u noe like how they always projects a very sombre sad situation of process..the truth is..well at least for my family is that its not al bout tears but more of sweats! *bleah*

its one of the time of the year when family and relatives de get together....minus the sweats & the crazie heat of the day....ebody practically enjoys the process of cleaning up the grave...^^ im not lying...usualy u see the family members talking and laughin...some even burn the fire crackers neh! how cool is that...mayb the deceased like to play firecrackers bah when he/she is still alive..or mayb family members wana wake them up! haha..xD
*touch wood*
and u will bum into frens that you lost contact with because maybe my grandfather de grandfather's tomb is the neighbour of anoder fren de great gandmother or so forth.....! haha....

*my grandpa's de grave*

well..as u all noe..i am a christian..therefore...due to this factor..well...u can pretty much say that my family is not the original "chinese-sy" kinda family...call it modernisation or wat but we are definately not ignorant....^^ we also help to clean the graveyard de kay..the only difference is that we dun hold the joSSstick and pray to the dead..we pray for them instead. =)

p/s: updates - well..i would reli say..being a christian...i definitely am proud of who i am..seeing the bhuddists that make so much effort to prepare themselves for the chengbeng..i gotta say i am impressed...cuz they reli reli do need to prepare for it...we christians just buy flowers n we are kautim liao.....i guess whichever way ppl chose to do chengbeng..its all comes down to us being respective of the dead..rite? ^^ sorry agn if i am seen as being racist or in this case more of a "religion-cist" bah...i mean nothing like dat... alas..cheerio to everybody who at least make an effort to go chengbeng...except for thos who cant go due to sebab sebab yang tidak dapat dielakkan la..^^

there is huge difference between the way christians and buddist do it.
christians being the so-called "ang moh" de buys only flowers as a sign of respect for the dead.
but for the buddist..there is way lot more than just flowers...there are chickens...vege...mee...bihun....rice....fruits..carbonated drinks....bla bla bla....practically what chinese people eat at feast will be there to be offered to the deceased..according to what i understand...these offerings is for them to eat...when i was younger i cant help but wonder how these "people" are gona eat them...=p
( i edited this part..cuz i read tru it le....it was abit sensitive..i gues..sowrie...=p)

another significance of the day is the burning of offerings to the dead. buddist burn hell notes.....clothes,pants, shoes and some other things la...but since the "upper" world is progressing..i guess the "lower" world also need a proper globalisation. thus, u can see ppl burn n73 la.....LV bags la....i wonder if they have apple ipod anot since its the latest gadjet anyone can get....ohya..forget to mention..obviously all this is made of paper de la! xD

*some of the bhuddist kinda food offerings*

*some of the burning kinda de offerings*

*hell notes! *

*semua kasi bakar bakar..its no masak masak k!*

*this is the "maiden" a.k.a servant at my gandpa de tomb..ready to serve him! haha....xD*

chengbeng is a tiring day..by the end of the day...everybody will be so exhausted that almost all the beds in the house will b occupied.heee..well....i used to dread goin chengbeng with my family cuz im afraid that "something" will jump out of the tomb to greet me...haha..dat was....10 years back.now..i find it interesting as it truly reflects the chinese culture...^^
(p/s : i still hate the overly crazie hot weather! )

*wink*

gloomy hapiness

2009-04-02T06:51:00.000-07:00

WEEE~~~

exam is over finally after 2 torturing weeks.....well..its not that i start studying weeks ago for my exam...i only started like 3 days prior the exam....=p but still ....it was tiring when u are not only particularly stressed out with exam but also with your life...life kinda sux for me the past week....=(

i often wonder how life will b awesome without exam....so we dun have to torture ourselves with the revisions....the 3 hours of fighting against time to finish the paper.....3 hours of non-stop writing marathon....barely 4 hours of slp daily....not forgetting the pressure that comes along as a combo for all this exam thingy......*humph*

life would be perfect...without all this!

anyway the reason i say i am undergoing a gloomy hapiness is because i just finish my exam and yet..i have 2 assignments cumin up....with one a exhibition based assignment (mind u..with essays as part 2 ) and i have 3 freaking camps coming up back to back...i think imma put on my wondergirl suit now! *imagine me as wondergirl*

i gtg....hands aching! damn thos essays! will blog tmr or tmr de tmr....or when i feel so la....=p

attached below is a pic of me...if and only if u forget how i look like since i abandoned my blog for so long le..haha...xD

*lol....mie trying to act cheeky..i guess i failed! xD *

*praying hard she will get decent marks*

loves~

miserable post

2009-03-23T03:45:00.000-07:00

my blog for today will be like what is being describe in the title itself......
its so obvious k...i mean wats the point of having a title if u dun follow rite..........i mean...aih.....cut the crap.....i will go into my topic.....

so...like i mentioned earlier...im gonna rant miserably bout how miserable my life has been for the last week....=(

*get ready to be miserable-d*

i spend my whole week WITHOUT computers.......

meaning to say.....

i freakingly spend my whole week WITHOUT internet......
ok.u guys can salute me.for a girl who spends more den 7hours on the net everyday..this is just such an achievement......*wink*
a miserable achievement...how i wish i can get a prize for this...den life won b this miserable...lol..xD

so...im back...
in miserable penang.....miserable college..miserable hostel room..miserable class hour......miserable toilet...(mind u..thos *tuts* have yet to repair the toilet...we got only A freaking light to light up the whole toilet which....definately not enough de lo......*roll eyes* )

everything is becoming more miserable bcause i have a freakin mid-course exam coming up next week..and i have yet to revise lo............

to make things worse...i also have like presenatations & group discussions..........so MISERABLE....

okok..i dont loook super miserable....cuz i steal steal smile abit...but this is the most miserable pic of me dat i can find...waking up with puffy eyes is a miserable thingy cuz u dun get enough sleep....still not miserable a???

so...how un-miserable is my life here???? *sigh*

what can a girl and a MOON do?

2009-03-13T01:52:00.001-07:00

when the lonely moon...meets the lonely girl....what could possibly came outta it???

*d small dot is the moon*
*d girl in PINK is yours truly~ =P*

hmm..lets see.....

can they kiss each other?

*yeah they can!*

can she "hold" it??

*piece of cake!*

hmmm..wat else...oooh...can she EAT the moon ah?

*bet its YUMMY!*

well....can sayang the moon anot ?

*sayang sayang*

lets see what else we can do.....

*can 'tiap' the moon neh....*

*can also 'cup' it leh!*

bahhh!!!
i noe this is a lame post...i got nutin else better to do le..so i ma crap abit lo! haha..xD

*peace*

vavavoom!

2009-03-07T02:59:00.000-08:00

i went back home on saturday....exclusively for my grandpa de bdae....80years old le k..dats so freaking old....but my grandpa is still doing great,..,he can stil drive car de k...so do not underestimate old old fellas.....so yeah..i went bac home for his bdae dinner......

but...but....human rite...u always try to do something else la...*smirk*

so yeah..i was trying to kill 2 birds with one stone! haha..i decided to go bac and have something done to my freaking hair...my shitty hair!!! *shake head in disbelief*
i salute myself for being able to stand walking ard with my shitty hair for so long...well..actually its my mistake....i did not make the effort to treat my hair the way they shud b treated....seeing the toilet of my hostel....its.........*speechless*
well..lets not go to the part...i shall blog bout my BELOVED college...sometime ltr....=p

the first thing i was to do when i reach home is to go to the saloon n have my shitty hair get done.....

stages of shitty hair :

stage 1 :

havin the ah-pau hair...a.k.a the karipap hair..cuz of the bulge in fron!!! =='''

stage 2 :

em...this is basically the second stage of shitty hair la........it starts to get all messy when the wind blows!!! =='''
abit maggi mee syndrome here n there..

behold.......

the final stage of the SHITTY HAIR comes .........

stage 3 :

*eeeekkkkk.....*
the hair goes wayar-ry like..a.k.a the medusa hair..the difference : medussa had snakes..i had....erm....wires???
p/s : this was long ago de...but i seriously had this case the last few weeks...T.T

so dats when u noe..its time for HELP!!!!
and by help i mean professional help k..not DIY eg.like using the iron..dats just...STUPID!! lol..xD

so...i zoomed my way to the saloon the min i reach home....=p

before the visit to the saloon.....something weird happend......
A friend of mine..was chating with me blablabla.......then it occurs....

friend : okla..goodluck for ur trip to the saloon lo....

me : cheh..i dun need ur luck la...u think i go there i will burn my hair isit.....OOo....u wan me to get my hair burn..evil...! *sulk*

friend : cheh....den noneed luck la....kla..bye bye!

me : ok..bye....

and so..i F-oned to the saloon hoping to catch it and get my hair done!

wheni turn into the corner..i was overjoyed....cuz there was not a single car out thr...thinking that i was in luck....weeee~
i drive drive happily...just to see the shop closed!!! *damn*

u say la..suey anot.....haiz....so i went back..
told my friend..and i guess he laugh his ass off that day.....*sobs*

but....peseverance...i was bout to giv up and just come bac to penang with my shitty hair...den i just tot..it won harm me to try to go to the shop agn....rite?

so i went...and *skip & jump in circles*
business is on! wee~
so i got my hair done!!!

shitty hair no more!!!!! *xoxo*

mie with my new hair...all dressed up for my grandpa's bdae dinner after which is followed by anoder dear friend of mine de bdae..lee yee! ^^

btw my boobs are not this big k! lol....this is what we call angle punya pasal!!! lol...xD

im loving my new hair! *muaks*

worst journey ever.......

2009-02-25T04:31:00.000-08:00

imagine this.....
u r going on a 3 hour long journey trip to a camp by the beach....
it is supposed to be like a super happy trip de right.....? ^^
however one thing can make the whole thing B.A.D...
real terrible...horrible...vegetable!
the bus.
i don't mean any bus...i mean THE damn freaking bus......*swt*

can u imagine....
the other day when our whole cohort went camping in teluk batik ( my hometown )
the place is like 3 hour plus away from our college...
we rode in a freaking somesorta bus kilang lo......

this is the antique giler de bus we sat........

gaya gila rite....like my grandma grandpa de zaman liao....=='''

they use the freakin PAINT to paint the bus....tell me la...how "lucky" we were to b able to sit such bus huh........

this "ELDERLY" bus.......have....erm...let me see...............

NO aircon.

LOUSY seat.i mean no cushion kind the k...can u IMAGINE~ *swt*

NO tv.

NO radio.

OK OK.....fine..u might be saying its environment friendly....
BUT what i really drives me crazy throughout the trip is because they don't freaking have................................. NO CURTAINS!!!!!! *ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhggggggg*

that says it all......HORRIBLE TERRIBLE VEGETABLE de 3hours ride........
ahhhh....the agony of it...ONLY God knows.......
the atrocious journey...
i practically like sunbathe and are on the verge of fainting....
melting under the super strong BLING BLING sun........

every single piece of thing that i wore was wet...even panties i guess...very moist..if only i am baking a chocolate moist cake...*giggles*
ish...back to the topic....
i had to like cover myself kau kau trying to protect myself from being exposed to the danger of MR. Sun.....

and...

and......

the whole thing..just make u super duper tired & sleepy....
i slept mostly throughout the journey..
thinking back..its a wonder! *lol*
how did i manage to sleep under such condition..i guess that is what people call..... survival skill! *bleah*
anyway..all this while i have this problem with me....i tend to get very sleepy under hot & humid weather.....so..maybe that explains why i can "pig" my whole there......
i would like to make it clear.it was no comfortable relaxing sleep.it was challenging.

this was some of the "pose" i did during the terrible journey...

pose No.1

use backpack to try cover hand.cap cover face.this was around 9am.

pose No.2

luggage come down.use that to block the sunray.no good.hand freakin pain.

pose No.3

best & most comfortable post of all the pose i tried.recommended.

p/s : this pictures are "design one eye eye"...it was taken for this blog...that explain the fake sleeping face i have.lol.but i seriously did sleep in such positions and pose.

as a conclusion, miss squekie here will never squek bout the 5 hours journey back home with SRI MAJU company liao.....thank God for SRI MAJU!
aircon......yeah!
comfortable cushion seats....yeah!
tv....yeah! (though mostly not on de but okla..not bad la..at least ada gaya sikit for us right)
radio....yeah! (though they usualy on malay radio station....==''' got better than no right?)
and ..
and....CURTAINS...YEAH!!!!

*xoxo*

somethings reli bad here.....

2009-02-24T08:31:00.000-08:00

i keep having health problems......let me list out for ya all.....

1) constipation problem
dont know la what's wrong..i have been having this problem like ever since i came penang....ONLY happens when i am in penang....nothing pun when i am bac at my home sweet home.....xD eating vege everyday for my lunch pun cant help...=( bananas?? haven tried...hard to get bananas here la....T.T

2) lately...gastric keep reoccuring...
i did makan lo...but duno why la...etime will start la...pain around midnight......feel like makan alot also no use.......ish..geram...so sinku lo......

3) sorethroat
- this is one of the worse of the lot...yadayada..i know la..you guys gonna say my voice memang pun 'seksi' liao....but..seriously...when i can talk or like when it hurts for me to talk...its just MISERABLE......i am yvonneling.....u know what i mean...lol..how can a girl who talks like there is no tomorrow everyday to just need to control to not speak too much.....haha..xD
but seriously.....i hate getting sorethroat!!! anything but not robbing away my ability to just talk! thank god i am not mute!!! =p

4)headache
isit me or everybody pun kenot tahan hot weather...my case is terrible la...horrible when i "melt' under the sunny sun which i dont understand how the angmohs can sunbathe when i feel like faiting when i am exposed under the super strong sun of malaysia....headache just like that when its too hot.....so far thank god i have yet to faint due to heat la! ^^

5) body aching
i feel like senior citezen at times coz i will feel so weak and my whole body will b aching ...i guess its cuz the dance practice bah...make me sakit here and there....yoh...sakit..lol...ah..not forgetting when it rains...i kinda have rheumatism problem la..i noe i am young..but hey..i do have such probs! T.T

6) homesick
wat can i say....i just miss home!!!T.T

hmm..let me see..i think dats all..my main concern now..is the gastric problem and my constipation problem!!! haha..xD

im off to bed...nitez! *hugs*

too much too blog...but no pics......

2009-02-17T04:05:00.000-08:00

i got lotsa things that i wanted to blog..but..too bad..no pics....all will b coming up soon when i get it transfered...lol..in the meantime...let me do some updates to my life...^^

- i have been gainign weight consistently...so yeah..i am getting rounder! *sob sob*

- i desperately need to re-do my hair....ppl have bad hair days..i have SHITTY hair days...they will look so freakin shitty dat i reli got the urge to cut it botak terus...lol...*bleah*

- my assignments are piling..however....as usual..i am stil dragging it...*lol*

- mock exam coming soon....AGAIN...i have yet to start to revise my ENGLISH!!! *gasp*

- i have been busy...had like super pack day cuz of the activities i am involved in..inclusive of my sleeping time de ha....XD
i have been busy too with the dance practises i have practically everyday....some days we would even practise for 2 slots a day..with each slot lasting up to 2 hours..tell me..how not to be busy har!!! its for charity..so its nice to be able to partake in such an activity! ^^

-hmm...wat else..let me see.....erm...ohya....i have not been shopping for so long le...sad..i wana go shoppin! haha..xD

- i actualy just got bac from a camp...but i am not gona blog bout it now...keeping the best for last..lol..i will post a blog bout it soon! hehe...xD

-ah..and also.....i need help from u guys..should i straighten my hair or curl it this time ard?
very fanao eh...duno wan do which one...straighten..i won look dat OLD.....and its easy to take care of....curl.....been thinkinh bout it for so long le..haha..but still no courage...how a? any opinions??? *hehe*

wuff is in the air~

2009-02-13T21:47:00.000-08:00

whats valentines ??

for girls...its simple...haha..for the guys...there goes the *tutt*...xD

*definitely a day FULL of LOVE*

*a beautiful bouquet of roses..the more the better....wahaha..xD*

*chocs + strawberries....what on Earth can be sweeter? lol..xD*

*not forgetting.....teddies! *

haha.....

may this valentine brings you THE love....=p

xoxo,
*yvonne*

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2009-02-07T06:41:00.000-08:00

i am sorie to dissapoint ya all...
i am sorie to be such a sore to the people around me....
i am sorie that all you people have to put up with my stupid behavior....
i am sorie to be breaking down in front of ya all.....
i am sorie for being such an embarrassment to my family.....
i am sorie for not being strong...
i am sorie for not able to put up with the words of people and allowing it to kill my senses....
i am sorie for the words used...
i am sorie for the not being the cheerful girl that ya all noe me for....
i am sorie for the time that ya all have wasted on me....
i am sorie for making ya all worried....
i am sorie that i cant be perfect....

i will try to be as strong...
i will try not to care about what others say about me..
i will try to stand up for me....
i will try to waste no more tears.....
i will try to listen to ya all....
i will try to be the Yvonne that u know.....

*im gonna try to smile even when i am sad*

hatred?

2009-02-05T04:02:00.000-08:00

i have been in a roller coaster ride ever since i came here....things are really so unexpected here...do not see things that started off happy to continue giving u happiness...stupid as it is...i see things so positively before i came....even when the first blast that totaly devasted me in the first week of stepping into this place of horror..i was still trying to be strong..sadly..it turn out that there is never a fun joyful ride for me wherever i go even when i try to be positive...i am seriously doubting myself that i have been cursed or somesort cause whenever i turn around to see the lives of people surrounding me...its never as challenging as mine does...count me for finding reason to blame others for the series of misfortunes i had gone through...but i really do feel that in some way ..i am on the right side. however..in the eyes of SOME @#$%^&...i never do....to these people..i am somebody who's rude,impolite,arrogant,snobbish,irresponsible..ETC.
the truth is...yes..i do treat people like that....but are YOU worthy enough to gain MY respect? do you respect me in the first place? if you were to respect me from the very begining, will i be so negative to you? do u not judge me by listening to others! PLS...i beg...open your freaking sh*t covered EYES big BIG to see for yourself!!! i am no saint. i am just a normal freaking girl who has her own stand and feelings to care for. just because YOU did not see me doing the so-called-GOOD things does not mean that i am NOT GOOD.RUDE.or watsoeva!the things that you are doing is killing me.pushing me into depressioni do not know how long i can withstand the pressure. or can i PLS noe if u will be HAPPY if ever i were to go CRAZY??? huh??? DAMNIT!!!!!

well....the above part was written when i was reli *pissed*....
right now...its two days since the first incident....
i am calmer now.
i admit..i am still childish...for a 21 year old.
things will change when i am back in penang..i hope.....
got back home.had a long talk with my parents.they make me realize things that i have not realized before...thanks mum & dad.
may God's mercy & grace guide me through the long journey ahead of me....
i will not let people around me worry about me.....

p/s : to those who were beside me..u noe who u r...thanks alot! i will never forget it....^^ god bless ya all! *hugs*

belated post!

2009-02-03T10:06:00.000-08:00

its been long since i last post a new blog....i abandon it cause i was busy..
busy with Chinese New Year.....dat was back then...during the holidays...
now..i am freakin busy with my asignments....presentations and not forgetting a few exhibition trailing each other...and my mid semester exam will be in either enf of febuary or march! *haiz*
sigh..no more....easy going..happily goin for a day out in town..meaning no shopping! *gasp*
well..i can see the positive side of it..i get to save money *ahem ahem*
so....i hope i will not go crazie with the super tight semester....

so i am gonna try cheering me ( myself up) by going back to my happy times...yeay!!! ah....*chuckles*

i had the "bestest" Christmas as well....i miss the times we go for carol! whole gang of crazie funny people.....spreading the joy of Christmas to others...^^

*group pic of the "older" ones in the carol group*

*the girls*

*the Lings*

*janice-mie-huichin*

*lol.....acting as Christmas Ghost! *

Christmas is sooo much fun! *chuckles*

and.......i also experienced the "bestest" Chinese New Year so far....^^
i guess its because i am no longer a "permanent residence" in Sitiawan..therefore....i treasure the times i spend at home....being in college can sometimes be so tough that i feel its challenging me mentally and physically......
hmm...lets go back to the happy times! i had so much fun together with my family members, relatives.....and of course...friends! *wink*

below are some pictures of mie taken here and there around Sitiawan during CNY.....xD

*my lovely family*

*my beloved brother,sister & mie*

*Ling's family very first CNY..in their OWN house* woo~

*one of the houses we visit...the Lew house.*

*my buddies...some missing* =P

till i blog again......hopefully soon...^^

P/S : im really busy with my studies...=(
please show me some LOVE! haha..xD

God bless.....*hugs*

open house horror -.-

2009-01-26T20:53:00.000-08:00

today...on the fatefull 2nd day of the chinese new year....
i see & feel the REAL malaysian culture.....so much og it that it pissed the hell outta me!
i was at the open house organised by the MCA of sitiawan....housed by the local Dato = Dato Kong our very own Deputy Minister of Treasury Department a.k.a Timbalan Menteri Kewangan la...
was there to help my mum as volenteer...managing the food stall....

3 words......HORROR..HORROR..and lastly....HORROR!
damn thos stupid uncivilised barbarians idiots!!!!! *roll eyes*

i noe its a freakin open house...but please la..show some manners k! and not forgetting respect for thos helpers.....
thos greedy gluttons ( i hope they lausai la after this!!! ).....they just take & take & take the foods without considering others! like if u noe u dun makan that shit please dont take can bo?

pissed me off that thos kampung-ers take them all for the sake of taking!
bungkus bungkus bungkus saja tau! *shake head in disbelief*
i think they feel syiok la to tapao tapao all the foods....
its really an ugly sight....if only u were there to witness their behaviours.....
but then again...its a MALAYSIAN culture i gues...to tapao tapao....

it certainly is funny if u are the ones watchin or doing it....
but if u are the ones that they take advantage of and push around just so that they can freakingly take the blardiful FRIED CHICKEN and kena molest in a way not forgetting falling down,.it certainly is NOT FUNNY AT ALL!!!! * roar *

can u believe that the whole tray of food.......within 5 SECONDS is gone! like reli gone.
me n sis so suey la...was sitting in front of the food when the tauke ayam served in the fried chic....n guess what ...even when we ask them not to take..we an still see hands taking the freakin chickens!
and when one start it......

*OMGOSH*

they start pushin as tho they haven been eating for ages!
if this were to happen in Gaza...i would not be surprised at all! *.....*
but its in a freakin place where people burn their money the night before playin fireworks n stuffs!
me and my sis was pushed over by those barbarians....we almost fell...both of us was like....
"YOH......AH.....EEEIIIIIII......"
but u noe what....no one gives a BLARDY SHIT bout us......
i stood up...gain my balance...and shouted....

"WTFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF!!!!!!" ( i noe.....swt rite!but i would like to clarify...i rarely use the word..unless things like this happen la....xD)

when i turn around.....guess what again?
not a SINGLE people around us......
i swear....this all happened in less den 5seconds!
seriously....its such an ugly side and dun blame me for losing my temper....
im not even a teacher yet...so i dont and wont care less bout using the F word in public!
DAMN thos ppl!!!!! i feel like throwing the whole tray of chicken on the ground and see if they can still fight over the few pieces of chicken!
ShOOT THEM molester! * sob sob*

*sigh*

no more open house! unless i am the invited special guess where hotties serves me! xD
and nothing is free in this world! so i rather pay and get nice yummy free food not forgetting service that is worth my money!

happie chinese moo moo year!

2009-01-25T00:52:00.000-08:00

*hApPy ChInESe mOo MoO yEaR*

this new year sure is a new year for me.......
apart from the usual

mandarin oranges

cookies....*yumyum*

PORK PORK PORK! xD

and how can we ever forget this.......

*woo~~~ ANG POWS!!!! *smirk*

my family is celebrating cow cow in our new house...finally..all settled.....all done....(er..okla..haven reli finis cleaning la..but still acceptable for me la! haha...xD)
we hav a new star in our living room! hihihi....cute!

* PINK star! with my mum+dad de wedding pic! *

wishing everybody a blessed Chinese New Year! *loves*

*hApPy ChInESe mOo MoO yEaR*

i refuse to be discouraged!!!!

2009-01-22T01:27:00.000-08:00

im tired...physically,mentally and emotionally.
things seems to get from bad to worse.
maybe its just my own sensitivity that i felt as though life is so unfair to me.
i don't understand how things are working.
how God is working with me.
how i am working with others.
how people see me.
how i see people.
so many "howS".....yet...i have no answer to those questions that is ringing in my head!
with all the negative energy that i am being fed......i feel tired.
i just wanna rest.
i am a human being.not robot.
but why incidents after incidents come haunting me?
i just want a happy life.
a normal life would be the exact word.
not to be hated but to be loved.
but no...i was not given such life.....maybe worse? i don't know.....
life seems to be so hard for me.....draining all my energy away from me....
sometimes i do wonder......what am i doing here?
life sux here...this is not where i wanna be.....this is not what i wanna do for the rest of my life.....
still....i am here....there is no turning back....
pls remind me of why i am here.
yes. god.deep in my heart i know....this is what He wants me to do.

i need to learn to be in control of things....not being controlled by things.....
i am learning to be someone strong.
to learn to have faith that every single thing is meant to teach me something.

i am grateful that someone manage to console me with the words of God.....i am grateful to him.
no one has ever......use words of encouragement like the words he use to bring me back to my senses. to make me realise all this.
for i did not know that...all this while i was trying to plese men....not God.....
people judge.....but The Lord....he won't forsaken me nor will he Judge me.....because i am His children...and he will never leave me alone to stand up after falling.....

this poem is a beautiful poem.........

I REFUSE TO BE DISCOURAGED.

i refuse to be discouraged..to be sad or to cry ;
i refuse to be down-hearted...and here's the reasons why ;-
i have a God who's mighty...who's sovereign and supreme ;
I have a God who loves me...and i am on His team.
He is all wise and powerful...Jesus is His name ;
through everything is changable...My God remain the same ;
My God knows all that's happening...Beginning to the end ;
His presence is my comfort..He is my dearest friend.
When sickness comes to weaken me...
To bring my head down low, I call upon my mighty God....
Into His arms i go.
When circumstances threaten to rob me of my peace ;
He draws me cloe to His breast..where all my striving cease ;
And when my heart melts within me...and weakness takes control ;
He gathers me into His arms..He soothes my heart and soul.
The great "I AM" is with me...my life is in His hand ,
The "Son Of The Lord" id my hope...Its in His strength i stand.
i refuse to be deafeated...my eyes are on my God ;
He has promised to be with me...as through this life i trod.
I'm looking past all my circumstances...to heaven above ;
My prayers have reached the God's heart...
I'm resting in His love,
I give God thanks in everything...my eyes are on His face ;
The battle's His, the victory is mine...
He'll help me win the race.

anon

i will be fine.
i refuse to be discouraged.

anoder 1st for vonvon!

2009-01-17T22:22:00.000-08:00

i got my first henna done on my hand! got it during the Ponggal exhibition by the Indian society of out college! its cool! *love it*

BEHOLD.........*cue of something pretty coming* xD

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i love it in this color! taken rite after it's done.

pretty neh.....xD

phyllis's & yvonne's ^^

this is after the dried paste are removed..i prefer the dark choc color...but...its still pretty for me! kaka...xD

*tadah*...can b "hand model" ? kaka...xD kiddin.

to end this post! its mie + my cute henna! *kisses*

p/s : i am soo guilty of bloggin here...when i have not finis my assignment! plus...i am sick ( fever) . i shud be sleeping! gotta sleep now! *hugs & kisses* till i blog again! ^^

p/p/s : did i mention that it was only rm2? my friend got it for rm1 cause they do it earlier....*sulk* but its still a very reasonable price la..right?

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2009-01-14T07:13:00.000-08:00

its been freaking long since i last blogged......busy busy busy......xD

however......i really feel that i need to blog to get this thing that i am like what my blog title says...make me *speechless*....well....okla...i can never be speechless...i mean its rare....i complained as i really feel that i have been treated very unfairly........i need to let it out.i know.....y posting this blog...i am taking a huge risk....might be digging my own grave also......well.....i dont really care......i just need to vent out what has been going on in my mind for the past few days....i dont feel nice at all.

this week has been very different to me...because....i feel so insecure being around the college...so many things that i see and hear i feel is "corrupting" my mind....seriously..this palestine-gaza-israel-jew-america thingy need to stop. pls....tolong la..let me go.....i am so sick of it.....pls do not get me wrong...i feel sorry and sad for the victims....i am also a human with feelings and definately seeing people being tortured and homeless makes me mad as well.......like how can human rights b violated to that stage.....right? no one should be treated like that.

however.....some people...by this i really do mean some....chose to believe and to think that we ( non-bumis') gives no shit at all regarding this issue.......come on...please be rational..just because palestine is an islamic does not mean that i do not and wont care or try to help them!!!

today's assembly....some fella went up to the stage and gave a piece of his mind.by saying so i dnt think i am exaggerating this.
am i the only one that feel insulted when he say things like " isu palestine bukan isu umat islam sahaja..ia adalah masalah sejagat..jikalau anda adalah manusia...anda patut tahu apa yang anda tahau kerana ini adalah berkaitan dengan isu kemanusiaan...bla bla bla...yada yada......???" *close ears lalala* (something like this la..u get what i mean)
freaking long annoying piece of crap cause i somehow or rather feels like they are referring to the non-bumis' that we don't give a shit bout it. *pissed*

look.we do care.if not we would not even bother to noe bout it k! just because i do not say it out loud doesn't mean that i dun care. *roll roll eyes*

and...and....whats with the stupid boycott thingy la.....its just ridiculous la....come on....if we (college people ) were to really boycott tesco...where do we go to get out tesco choc chips cookies ( my fav) ...or biscuits.....or milo...etc etc....we have everything in tesco. and having a tesco beside us is what makes our life not so miserable right? u gotta admit it people..(sorry referring to my college people)
p/s : do not eat cafe food as well cause u know what...all their vege...meat n stuffs....are from tesco! so eat no food people! * fake smile*

there is this leaflet that some people printed out and posted on our hostel notice board...i shall let u all see what goodies that u should not buy!
these are just a snippet of it. sori that some are blur...cause i took it like secretly..lol..xD

this is the piece of paper

no MacD!

no finger licking moment with KFC!

maggi? tak boleh!

bye bye honeystar...kokocrunch...yogurt....T.T

darn it...cola pun tak boleh drink a?!?

to all you starbuck-rians....its time for kopitiam!

=='"

ok...throw away all your phones now u nokia kia-s!!!!

see no brad pitt....megan fox.....boycott boycott boycott!

the same fate goes to mickey minie....etc etc.....

mau pakai pad pun susah!!! *ouch*

this is just some of the whole lot of product...........==

?????????????
*roll eyes till eye balls drops*

p/s : sorry for the super long crappy post...its my blog..i write what i wana write..! xD but i still need to make this thing clear...its not about politic or racist or watsoever....i do feel for the palestine people.....i do hope all this ugly scenes wil come to an end....no war = peace!

mind tester

2009-01-09T01:36:00.000-08:00

during the holidays, i was shopping around with my mum & sis for groceries in a shopping market back in my hometown...we chance upon this interesting tester...! ^^ u know how everybody likes testers right! the more the better! haha... xD i personally loves testers too...however....this one tester that i saw...*fuh....* its a miracle if anyone will be wiling to try it there & then! okie okie.....well...i know u r asking me " how can one say no to tester?!? free things to test....u dowan a? only stupid people will refuse a tester! " well..maybe u will stand with me on this special unique case! behold....the tester that we saw.........is...........
*drum rolls*....
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.*tadah*

freakin SANITARY tester.............*snigger & giggle*

can anyone please kindly tell me how do you test it there? lol...xD

shakespear's brain

2009-01-07T00:17:00.000-08:00

congratulations to me.....1st week back to college we got a pre-CNY gift!

my gift.....................*drum rolls*......to REDO our freaking 2008 assignment 2 for our English Studies subject. in case you people out there who don't know what English Studies is.....its actually LITERATURE. you know the one that you did in form 5 except that in my course now...they expect us to like be Shakespear!

our second asignment was to have us search in the net for a poem themed youth. then we were to present the whole poem inclusive of all the themes, literary devices, tone, mood, etc etc,.....then we were to write a critical analysis. *going all shakespearean*

i tot i was doing ok...like boleh pass la....mana tau.....wah piang eh......GELI! one word says it all.
have to freakingly REDO it........@#$%^&#$%^
but no one is to be blamed.i am the one.for i am not smart neither do i think like shakespear! so i freakingly find it super duper hard to argue & to find strong justification for my assignmnt.

to me...reading the poems are slowly making me a siao po...cause most of the time...like say 80% you don't really know what you are reading. worse...when you feel like you understand it...you try to explain it.....you hav like no idea what you are trying to say cause people just dont seem to understand you. and trust me...you get headache every single freakin class of english studies! i swear. not joking. i get that all the time after class. *signs of shakespear oppression*

so dear lord! pls listen to my prayer! darn! i reli need to bring out the shakespear in me to at least able to pass up a piece of presentable accpetable reasonable assignment!

hope no more REDO after this. its scary.berry.

back to school..i mean JAIL.

2009-01-04T02:33:00.000-08:00

as i am blogging this piece i am back in my "beloved" college....
i am still staying in the same block ( pala < style="font-size:130%;">30 more staircase to climb! *damn*
i cant imagina da days when i will have to drag myself up to my room to rest after classes & activities.....the trouble i need to take to go downstairs to get the "super clean yellowish" water to boil as drinking water..the amout of energy usd to walk to my "super clean cafe" which requires me to go up about 20 more steps before i reach it......& to walk back to my room again......its a waste of energy lo!

however....being a reasonable me.....i have also positive things to talk bout...^^
going up and down the stairs means more CALORIES burned! *woo~~~*
and this means i get to burn those freakin little things EVERY single day! thin thin thin! *skip & hop around!* xD
see....im quite optimistic rite? muahaha...*wink*

haiz......tmr gona start class liao....sien...reli sien.....i dread cumin bac here...to study! haha..xD
hopefully i will b able to wake up tmr & get myself ready for class! desperately need a boost to get myself the BACK TO SCHOOL MOOD!
*wish me luck*

no more 2008.

2008-12-31T04:28:00.000-08:00

HapPiE NeW yEaR!!!!!!!

may 2009 not only bring u guys all da "nine nine" stuffs....dun get me? nvm! lol...i also dunno wat i mean..maybe cuz i am freaking emo coz its new year eve's nite & i am here in my home bloggin sum crppy stuffs which i doubt will b read by ppl...lol....*laughin at myself in mirror*

nah....actually there is no where in sitiawan dats nice to go la...and my dad's bdae is tmr! 1st jan....fake bdae..=='" cuz ppl in the olden days ( my gong gong ) duno when my dad was born cuz he was away when he was born....den he wen to the pejabat daftar thingy n simply say "satu januari la"...so there..my dad's bdae (fake) is on the 1st January. so i decided to stay home la...anoder reason would be that i have yet to fin even half of my homework lo! haha....still i am here surfing the net * smack myself*

so here comes the classic resolution of the year!
1) lose weight FAST.
2) grow up : mentally & spiritually. not physically thank you.
3) be stronger. face the stupidity of some people with wisdom! ^^
4) study wise...everything goes smooth.

lets hope i can make it with the help of The Almighty One.^^

ooh....n i have got new things on me!
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really wana see??? dun say i did not warn u before hand cuz its kinda rude....
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nah! see la.....

*new pedicure (my very 1st! lol)*

the other day i went to a very kampung de saloon and had our pedicure done.its kinda like a girly days out...me,sis,mum & my aunt went.

my sis's.....

my mum's...

my aunt's...

whose is the nicest ? by the way its super cheap lo........rm1 per 1 toe nia....haha....not very glam bling bling la...but at least its kinda cute rite? xD

p/s :
2008 has been a year where my life reli feels weird.real weird.
i hate 2008 cuz of the things that happened yet i still love it for the times i had happenss & not tears....cant wait to see wats in store for me in 2009. *hugs & kisses*
it had to be better den 2008! rite? *cheers*

*waves 2008 goodbye*

shoot!

2008-12-28T23:49:00.000-08:00

i desperately need extra time....by dat i think i can achieve by sleeping less & eating less! lol...
no..i am not joking ...i need to finish up my homework! *damn*
another 5 more days & i will have to pack my bags..leave my home for good! just jokin...i seriously wish that i do NOT have to go back penang unless for the food *yummy* & the shopping! *wee~*

sigh...i can only wish.....T.T

people say "already fell down ,summore kena staircase"....
it true to a certain extend...and right now...i feel so!*sigh*

first..my dad was down with chikugunya<*haiz*

p/s : pls do pray for me all you good samaritans out there! *god bless*

arghhh..............pull hair

2008-12-26T01:06:00.000-08:00

Goodbye christmas......*wave with a hanky*

da joy of this festive seasons for me ends when da clock struck 12 yesterday...........*sigh*
the tension of "someone" having not done her homework of like more den 10 essays n other exercises is reli gettin onto her..! *damn*
i tried....but i just couldnt gather my concentration to sit down n start doin my homework!
anyone would like to brush up their english writing skills..pls do drop me a comment! haha..xD

and i desperately need to lose LOTS n LOTS of weight!
i look lik a cylinder now.round.straight.thank you.
CNY is like 1 month away........*gotta lose weight* FAST!!!!!
lets work together! haha..feed me no food & i shall thank you by losing weight! deal? xD

-merry christmas-

2008-12-25T06:26:00.000-08:00

merry christmas!!!
*im off to celebrate xmas with my church buddies* wooo~~~
cheers.....^^

christmas.....wuff

2008-12-22T08:22:00.000-08:00

Christmas is just around da corner....so many things to do yet so little time....
our hse is still in a mess !!! *gasp*
p/s : we still can go ipoh shop today loh as a reward for our hard hard work yday......*smile*

Anyway....yday was a freakin tired day...my whole family turned into carpenters for a day! no joke k....we really wen n work at my cousin's de kilang lo!

I was pratically drag outta my bed at ard 10am.....brushed my teeth n off we go....i tot we are going thr to kepo kepo oni..mana tau....oni God noes.......we all worked our ass off like mad! (except for my bro who is like da laziest guy ever...*sien de stare* cheating his way here n there.....)

We sand papered the pine woods for our new cupboards n cabinets...usin our hands! no machine machine k.....so cham lo.....den after dat we hafta coat the pine woods with layers & layers & layers of shellec....till like 7pm..all da while doing charity by donating blood to the mosquitos....so cham! When all their workers left,we were stil thr finishin things up...cuz we are tryin to rush for xmas..to hav new cupboards at least!

I was really tired...cuz it sounds & looks easy....but try doin them urself lo if u think so...look so nice rite when u see in tv la or see others do....so fun wat...like painting....den play n work....huh.....so so so wrong lo! its no easy talk easy do....need skil samo de k so the finish product will turn out nice n smooth....n GLOWY! *bling bling* Da smell was awful..the dust...unbearable....da weight of the mind! *damn heavy* da heat......SWT SWT SWT! my body was as sticky as cicak man i gues.....da smell....er...lets skip it! haha...xD

Miraculously......In many ways..i felt happie....n gratefull..^^
coz its been long since my whole family like gathered tgh..doin things tgh....we were joking n just spending time tgh da whole day.....cuz we are forced to...or else ..u will be seeing miss yvonne startin to talk n laugh with wood chunks! haha...
we talk about so many things.....having my dad ard us when we are workin is not dat fun at times...cuz he nags....more den my mum! haha..xD

Our new cupboard will be here on the 24th! *yeay* well...at least dats wat they promised us....
i am enticipating it as much as i am counting the days to CHRISTMAS!!! Woohoooo~~~~

my family + aunt & cousin sis durin last year's xmas celeb in church

*greetings*

christmas spirit in mie

2008-12-17T20:16:00.000-08:00

there are so many days dat i felt so tired.....
tired of my work.....tired of college.....tired of friends....tired of people around me....tired of seeing things dat i dowana see...hearing things that i hate...tired of being left out...tired of being "sabo" by people around me...i guess..im just tired of being me at times....

no...i am not sayin i hate myself....i *wuff* myself more den anitin....when i say i am tired...i just wanna be alone.....i cant be goin "crazy n joking" all da time....even an energy bunny also boleh habis baterry de k...xD

i had frens around me....frens....good frens.....bad frens....hi-bye frens....i-got-nutin-to-talk-to-u frens....faker frens...when-i-hav-no-one-to-talk-i-will-talk-to-u-frens....take things for granted frens.....listener frend...unseeen fren....internet fren..even facebook fren! lol
etc etc....havin heard of da term true frens...i doubt if i ever have true frens....true enough i have frens dat laugh with me....but frens dat cry with me.....i can barely recall.....how many of them dat is actually there for me when i needed them.......*thx to thos "victims" of mine who r there to hear me squeking bout mie*

havin to lose friendship....is something dat i guess normal to us...u meet someone...u click....became instant fren...like maggi mee. everything wen smooth at 1st...there were something wat we call relationship.....sudd there comes da "tsunami".....*poff*
he/she flips over.....no more friendship...welcome "enamy-ship" or "no-talk-ship".....u see him/her..but u guys are invisile..as tho u 2 grew up eating glasses instead of rice!
i had frens like tis....not many..but i have.
i see no problem coming into the relationship...then...ppl just change...not blaming anyone...i know i changed too....
well...depressing myself over people who dont see & respect me as frens....
the question WHY this happened & WHY that happened just keep playin in my head like radio that gone gila....keep repeating........i blame everything around me...even the dear fren of mine called "the-time-of-the-month" (like la i can control the hormones in me...then i won be THE HULK le..lol)
when the wire in my head sudd snap....i suck it all in....gather myself up...i move on!
(dun tell me u hav never experienced this before......opps...maybe for guys not the time of da month case! sorie...xD)

i had my fair share of relationships like tis...
i try not to lose friendship with anyone that i have already met or have yet to meet in the coming days of my life......
therefore.....if at any times...or any days..or under watever past situation...i sincerely apologise to the people i love n da people around me if i,yvonne have ever hurt ur feelings....
christmas is da time to *wuff*! *hugs & kisses*

yvonne needs LOVE

2008-12-08T22:43:00.000-08:00

For da past week....i was havin this fever + sore throat + cough + flu on & off....so being da usual me..i just brush off da fact dat i am down wif all this "frens" accompanyin nite n day as me being too greedy to pig out on this 2 things :

*CHOCS CHIPS COOKIES*
(i much on every nite when i am surfing the net)

and

*PERSIMMONS*
(they are so cheap now lo.......u see them everywhr!)

So i tot its my greediness bah.....so "Dr.VON" says....nvm la......sleep earlier ( earliest 2am) & drink more water k....( Marigold Peel Fresh Orange Juice ) and u will be in perfect shape tomorrow! it works....for awile...den " mou tuin tuin " will come bac de wo.....I couldnt care much coz my body is still not aching yet.....so i continue on with my daily lives...work hard & play hard too! *haha*

Den.....suddenly.................

My whole body started to ache.....all da joints were aching......body was damn warm....headache.....etc etc....(dat was yday) feel kinda cham...so wen to bed early. ( 1.30am) see....me so good le Dr. rite????

I praved dat i will be ok soon as in fast la....very sinku de le sick......*HATE TO FALL SICK*

so tis mornin wake up.....

wah piang eh............

Body aching like siao.......major headache.......body weak...& most importantly....so damn HOT!!!

I wana go to work de...but dad force me to take leave...so i took leave.....

Wen breakfast....dad insisted i pay a visit to a REAL doctor....so Dr.VON was officially fired! *sigh*

Since mum was also havin sum probs wif her left feet....
Me n mum wen to da Klinik Kesihatan Sitiawan.
Arrived at ard 10.30am....our number was 1094 (mie) & 1095 ( mum) n da num on da screen.......1045.....
WALAU.......samo so freakin long queue lo.....so me n mum cabut away 1st...go do other stuffs..
We wen bac thr ard 12.10pm.....da num......1065!!! i omos puke foam & die thr n then......
So me n mum was talkin weder we wana go bac home 1st...come out ltr agn...or just wait.
We enquire da nurses thr....n they all said da same thing.....

" Aunty tunggu sekejap la.......sudah mau sampai la...... "

I feel like smackin them lo...so frekin slow da queue!!!
but in the end me n mum stayed thr.
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waited.....
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and waited.....
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time ticked by.

1pm.........
1.30pm...........
2.00pm.....................
and finallly........................1094 !!! *jump jump* at 2.30pm.

i wen in..i wasnt even seeing a real doctor lo....i oni see a Pegawai Perubatan ( medical assistance). he was like rushin..maybe cuz me n mum was da last 2 patient of da session......
so he ask me several questions.

M.A : *look at me* .......so...?
von : er........fever.....*look kinda scared*
M.A : since when?
von : on & off since last week.....den got sorethroat.......*tryin to look pity* (haha.......nola)
M.A : last week.....got cough?
von : ya.
M.A : is thr any flane when u cough? *stern look*
von : yah...abit.....got abit flu also smtms........*look at him*
M.A : wat colour is ur flane then?
von : er....yellowish green........

M.A den take some normal checkin procedure.....see my throat.....

den ......suddenly...he say.............

M.A : oh...ur saliva red colour a.......u go take a blood test....i suspect got Denggi. after that u come in again....ok? go room num 8.
von : *shocked* Er....ok.

i was thinkin to myself.....damnit.....DENGGI....nvm......BLOOD TEST! *faint faint*
i paling sked needle de...he send me to take blood test..........*haiz*
But....for my own precaution i have to take it also la...so i wen ard searchin for room 8......found.
Tell dat UNFRIENDLY lady dat i needed to take a blood test.
So with her u-owe-me-money-still-dare-cum-see-me-face..she gave me a form & tell me..

" Pegi cari misi suruh ambik darah."

Wat de...i feel like smackin her...it was already 3.00pm...no frekin nurse was ard..i guess everybody wanted to cabut from thr d....n i dun get it...wats with da misi as nurse thingy...y cant they respect da nurses n call they nurse ha??? sounds so degrading u now callin misi......*roll eyes*

So i wen ard.....searchin ard.....den i found one...hiding in a room when she was supposed to be siting at her "ambik darah" corner. SWT
But she was kind enough..so forgiven bah...she ask me....."fever a???"
i replied "yah..."
Den she ask me to "Grab this hard a." (smth plastic thingy wrap ard polisterene) & she tied a rubber glove ard my arms...ala thos drug additcs u see in tv. haha...*drum roll*
She pull out this gigantic humongous uber big needle. i think its da one they use to injects pigs!!! lol (nah..i was just exxagerating la...im so frekin scared k....i hate needles!!!!)
She applied some alcohol at my arms....n thr goes da needle..into my flesh..........*ouch*
When she pull out da needle.....1 litre of my blood was drew out...haha.....exxagerate agn....but to me dat was alot d k...can feed like thousands of mosquitoes le la.....
So i was asked to wait for my result.... i was lterary prayin dat i dun get denggi....cuz i i got it..thr goes my hday.....in a hospital bed! i got denggi once...i am not gettin it twice!

my poor arm.......*ouch*

T.T *pain*

*yuck*

After what seems to be ages.....da results out.....i wen into da room agn..n dat M.A directed me to another M.A coz he was busy with anoder patient.....

He took a look at the results...den he repeated the same question da former M.A asked me......SIEN.....all same de k...no lie! swear!
Den he say......." You tak de denggi a.......cuma demam la...mungkin demam sebab u sakit tekak kot......" *yeay*

So he prescibe some medicine to me.....n ask me to collect them......

It was 3.30pm when i got my medcine......n me n mum hold hand in hand...skip to our car...*haha....imagination*

Here are my medcinesssss.......:

* one of medicine is in PINK neh....lol......i shall eat them thinkin dat they are lil' strawberries.....er....except that they are yucky!*

UPDATES : im feeling much beta today ofter stuffin n flushin myself down wif so many yucky pills n cough syrup....n also eatin lotsa "cooling" food stuffs like waterchesnut,fruit juices..etc etc...n gettin plenty of SLEEP! ^^ OH OH...forget to tell ya all.....da cost of me seeing da M.A & gettin all da medcine is RM0.00!!!! MSIA Boleh i gues...but da agony of waiting......only God knows........xD

mie NO cute

2008-11-29T23:05:00.000-08:00

Isit wrong?

Or worse ..isit a freakin damn SIN for one to be CUTE huh?

Dont get me wrong.....i totally 100% tau la...dat i am not cute! k!

*shhh!* i know... i know....u all sure say lo...."ei...i tot u always claimed urself to be cute?????"

Well....my arguement would be : i.me.myself claimed to be cute...! not anyone else who said that of me...but i.me.myself! ok?

but then again.....

My point here is that....i dun think dat being a natural born cutie or havin da people-see-people-like de face as being wrong!

U cant play the blame gal wif ppl like tis..u cant go ard tellin ppl "oi.....i hate cz u r cute!" rite?? *one eyebrow up*

but.

but.

When someone tries to act cute...its diff story la pulak......

Pls loooooor.......i hav juz da word for ya : puh-leasssssssssssse! *roll eyes*

i wonder y i simply hate (okla..hate too serious word le...use LIKE) i dun like ppl who act cute.

im pretty sure thr r ppl out thr dat agree wif me rite?

Maybe u can say dat i am being bias or wat shit....i dun freakin care...all i know is dat seeing ppl being a faker is juz completely annoying! *roll eyes*

y would u be sumbody u r not? rite? *tulan face*

Wat do u feel if i put a so-called-cute side of me.....(talk super softly wif the "teh teh" voice, giggles wif one hand covering my mouth & blablabla...)

*horror + vomit blood*

Dun tell me u won vomit lo...or smack me lo!
No worries....i will smack myself even before u smack me!

Ahhhh..this reminds me bout ppl who ask me to be more gentle la..polite la....blabla crap la....*fake smile*

PLS k....i am who i am.

Do not ask me to be someone i am not.

But then agn...i am still a gal.purely straight gal.so mind u! i hav my "gentle polite etc etc" side as well...

im sooooo sori if u guys have neber like ever see me being the ladylike de yvonne!
just too bad la. xD

Coming bac to the point of this blog...

Seeing those kinda ppl (act cute felas) in fron of me..could practicall blind my "cute" eyes!
haha.....tis is not the "bak jiu ko sai" case k! tis is da i-see-nothing-but-darkess case! lol...

So....knowing how much i dun like seing these fakers.

i feel insulted...like VERY insulted.,if there are any remarks about me stating that i Am ACTIN cute......seriously! *roll eyes*

Its as tho u just slap me mentally! *ouch*

mie NO cute.
Kenapa? tak percaya a?
Oklo....show u lo!
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mie tryin to act cute @ innocent : FAIL MISERABLY!!!!
(p/s : incase u r wonderin, dat spot on my left lower lips is milo!lol.mulut got lubang!lol.xD)
(and..and...dat time major pimples breakout! T.T )

Seee......rite anot? i tell u le mah.........*cheh*

So,

I would like to justify agn..BEING cute n ACTING cute is 2 freakin DIFFERENT thing alltogether!

Thanx. dats all.period.

i am SPECIAL

2008-11-26T22:38:00.000-08:00

yvonnelingwanyi was born on da 23rd September 1988
10.49pm
Sitiawan Specialist Center ( they zhap lap le! haha..i duno...but they stop operating few years back n it has since been turn to a senior citizen care center)

*yvonne's birth cert*

well..this details are nutin compared to what is about to cum......

dat freakin fela who help me register my one & only birth cert ( ketua balai polis sitiawan at dat time mind u!) actually wrote my freakin baby weight *which i am not bout to tell ya lo!!!* when my mum so sinku-ly bring me to da world......(thx mum *hugs & kisses* )
i duno how da heck dat man know my weight when i was born. *swt*

nah....i no bluff u lo..dat fela wrote my weight lo!!! *geram geram*

so i come up with this thingy..read on!

*turnin bac the time to 23rd september 1988..........*

Doc : push ma'am..PUSH.....its comin out ...i can see the leg,,,,PUSHHHHHHH!!!!

Mie's dearie mum: oohh.....ohh....* major pain*

Nurse : *wipes doc de sweat*

and then.............
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baby MIE : uaaaahhh..........* covered with slimy sticky yucky blend of blood + the wat-i-forget-the name fluid<<<amniotic fluid.confirmed n verified by soon-to-be Dr.LING AI SOON! xD

Doc : OMGF>>>>>>shes sooooooo super besar & round man...fat fat de baby!!!! cum cum my sexy nurse (know how doc are usualy "linked" to the nurses xD)....lets weigh her. FAST!

so the poor me was being brought to the weighin machine......
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weight
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the result........
a FREAKIN..........4.**kg...........!!!!
ok..u can all gasp tgh now...
1...........2.............3......*gasp in horror*

Doc : wooooooow! so the very gebu a.k.a chubby neh this gal....wah..we must write big big neh at her record so that the fela who register her will see this! *evil smirk*

hence...........anoder history for yvoneling was created....

Yvonne's birth certificate....is something i am not very proud of...because my weight is written on it! T.T

damn da man who wrote it.....
i am reminded of how CHUBBY i was as soon as da minute i step into this world......*sigh*
thank u whoever u r..for makin me special cuz none i mean NONE of my frens hav DAT detail in their birth certificate!

wat can i say.......I AM SPECIAL! *wink*

yvonne's virgin blogpost

2008-11-25T05:06:00.000-08:00

Welcome to my blog! *hugs*

Well..i duno how far i can log & what on earth i will be bloggin bout in this blog of mine....

i hav been enjoyin readin blogs all tis while...so i tot....hmmm...maybe i should try bloggin myself..like juz squekin sum stuffs dat i wana squeek bout! Especially thos stuffs dat is in my freakin mind.

I will be bloggin bout sum my "teacher lifestyle" (p/s : lots to talk bout! *juicy* keke.....! xD )
but of coz...dats not ALL i will blog about...*boring*

I have a regular teenager lifestyle too de k!

Well...i am 20 rite..?

Life is just bout to get....erm....sweeter i guess? lol..
*wink*

Well..it will be sour at times also de rite....?not dat i wan it to be sour la...i am a HUGE fan of sweet things lor.....flowers,teddies,pink stuffs,CHOCS,blablabla....*lol*

But...tis is life ma...its owiz rojak de k...thr is no happily-ever-after or suey-till-ur-pants-also-drop de case in one's life rite?!?

I duno what lies ahead of my life...only GOD knows....

However,one thing is for sure......its gona be TOUGH!!!!
* roarrrrrrr*

THERFORE....this cute lil place will be THE place..n i mean yvonne's life journal..sweet@bitter@sour@blablabla...^^

Basically...u will know more of me ba..(ur chance to KEPO bout me without needing my permission lo!haha.....)

I think i can say dat cuz i GERENTI lo tis blog wil be an "UNCENSORED" one!
PURELY yvonneling! haha...xD

SO on this very FATEFUL day.....25th November marks da day where yvonne wil be a writer...OFFICIALLY!
I hereby declare MIE : yvonnelingwanyi a blogger! *clap clap clap*
Wahahaha...sesungguhnye....beta memang amat behpaise! xD

Till i blog again (runnin outta idea of what else to squek bout!)........tata! *muaks*

(p/s ; sori 4 da UGLY edited pic....*tryin to cover da uber hideous HELLO KITTY curtain at da back! lol..*

miss squekie *squek squek*

new bloggie.

madame tussauds

wat happened to me?

we takut! =s

a tribute to my stomach!

hates!

freaking idiots!

ugly ducklings no more

untitled

social etiquette

princess von's story

smile

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handicap failed

exercise : fun or dreadful?

i did not chose to sad

tgi fridays *ewwww*

weight lost programme

lazy to blog!

its bout me.

whats this?

*fishy fish*

coming soon....

the camwhores of language camp

rabbit bite....

im sooo lazy to blog...

shitty!!lousy!!kek si!!!!

fondue~

y must i say bye bye?

adieu~

fish market

die.die.2009

gloomy hapiness

miserable post

what can a girl and a MOON do?

vavavoom!

worst journey ever.......

somethings reli bad here.....

too much too blog...but no pics......

*wuff* is in the air~

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hatred?

belated post!

open house horror -.-

happie chinese moo moo year!

i refuse to be discouraged!!!!

anoder 1st for vonvon!

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mind tester

shakespear's brain

back to school..i mean JAIL.

no more 2008.

shoot!

arghhh..............*pull hair*

-merry christmas-

christmas.....*wuff*

christmas spirit in mie

yvonne needs *LOVE*

mie NO cute

i am SPECIAL

yvonne's virgin blogpost

miss squekie squek squek

tgi fridays ewwww

fishy fish

wuff is in the air~

arghhh..............pull hair

christmas.....wuff

yvonne needs LOVE