worst journey ever.......

imagine this.....
u r going on a 3 hour long journey trip to a camp by the beach....
it is supposed to be like a super happy trip de right.....? ^^
however one thing can make the whole thing B.A.D...
real terrible...horrible...vegetable!
the bus.
i don't mean any bus...i mean THE damn freaking bus......*swt*

can u imagine....
the other day when our whole cohort went camping in teluk batik ( my hometown )
the place is like 3 hour plus away from our college...
we rode in a freaking somesorta bus kilang lo......


this is the antique giler de bus we sat........




gaya gila rite....like my grandma grandpa de zaman liao....=='''








they use the freakin PAINT to paint the bus....tell me la...how "lucky" we were to b able to sit such bus huh........





this "ELDERLY" bus.......have....erm...let me see...............

NO aircon.

LOUSY seat.i mean no cushion kind the k...can u IMAGINE~ *swt*

NO tv.

NO radio.


OK OK.....fine..u might be saying its environment friendly....
BUT what i really drives me crazy throughout the trip is because they don't freaking have................................. NO CURTAINS!!!!!! *ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhggggggg*

that says it all......HORRIBLE TERRIBLE VEGETABLE de 3hours ride........
ahhhh....the agony of it...ONLY God knows.......
the atrocious journey...
i practically like sunbathe and are on the verge of fainting....
melting under the super strong BLING BLING sun........

every single piece of thing that i wore was wet...even panties i guess...very moist..if only i am baking a chocolate moist cake...*giggles*
ish...back to the topic....
i had to like cover myself kau kau trying to protect myself from being exposed to the danger of MR. Sun.....

and...

and......

the whole thing..just make u super duper tired & sleepy....
i slept mostly throughout the journey..
thinking back..its a wonder! *lol*
how did i manage to sleep under such condition..i guess that is what people call..... survival skill! *bleah*
anyway..all this while i have this problem with me....i tend to get very sleepy under hot & humid weather.....so..maybe that explains why i can "pig" my whole there......
i would like to make it clear.it was no comfortable relaxing sleep.it was challenging.

this was some of the "pose" i did during the terrible journey...

pose No.1






use backpack to try cover hand.cap cover face.this was around 9am.







pose No.2





luggage come down.use that to block the sunray.no good.hand freakin pain.






pose No.3





best & most comfortable post of all the pose i tried.recommended.






p/s : this pictures are "design one eye eye"...it was taken for this blog...that explain the fake sleeping face i have.lol.but i seriously did sleep in such positions and pose.


as a conclusion, miss squekie here will never squek bout the 5 hours journey back home with SRI MAJU company liao.....thank God for SRI MAJU!
aircon......yeah!
comfortable cushion seats....yeah!
tv....yeah! (though mostly not on de but okla..not bad la..at least ada gaya sikit for us right)
radio....yeah! (though they usualy on malay radio station....==''' got better than no right?)
and ..
and....CURTAINS...YEAH!!!!


*xoxo*

somethings reli bad here.....

i keep having health problems......let me list out for ya all.....

1) constipation problem
dont know la what's wrong..i have been having this problem like ever since i came penang....ONLY happens when i am in penang....nothing pun when i am bac at my home sweet home.....xD eating vege everyday for my lunch pun cant help...=( bananas?? haven tried...hard to get bananas here la....T.T

2) lately...gastric keep reoccuring...
i did makan lo...but duno why la...etime will start la...pain around midnight......feel like makan alot also no use.......ish..geram...so sinku lo......

3) sorethroat
- this is one of the worse of the lot...yadayada..i know la..you guys gonna say my voice memang pun 'seksi' liao....but..seriously...when i can talk or like when it hurts for me to talk...its just MISERABLE......i am yvonneling.....u know what i mean...lol..how can a girl who talks like there is no tomorrow everyday to just need to control to not speak too much.....haha..xD
but seriously.....i hate getting sorethroat!!! anything but not robbing away my ability to just talk! thank god i am not mute!!! =p

4)headache
isit me or everybody pun kenot tahan hot weather...my case is terrible la...horrible when i "melt' under the sunny sun which i dont understand how the angmohs can sunbathe when i feel like faiting when i am exposed under the super strong sun of malaysia....headache just like that when its too hot.....so far thank god i have yet to faint due to heat la! ^^

5) body aching
i feel like senior citezen at times coz i will feel so weak and my whole body will b aching ...i guess its cuz the dance practice bah...make me sakit here and there....yoh...sakit..lol...ah..not forgetting when it rains...i kinda have rheumatism problem la..i noe i am young..but hey..i do have such probs! T.T

6) homesick
wat can i say....i just miss home!!!T.T

hmm..let me see..i think dats all..my main concern now..is the gastric problem and my constipation problem!!! haha..xD

im off to bed...nitez! *hugs*

too much too blog...but no pics......

i got lotsa things that i wanted to blog..but..too bad..no pics....all will b coming up soon when i get it transfered...lol..in the meantime...let me do some updates to my life...^^

- i have been gainign weight consistently...so yeah..i am getting rounder! *sob sob*

- i desperately need to re-do my hair....ppl have bad hair days..i have SHITTY hair days...they will look so freakin shitty dat i reli got the urge to cut it botak terus...lol...*bleah*

- my assignments are piling..however....as usual..i am stil dragging it...*lol*

- mock exam coming soon....AGAIN...i have yet to start to revise my ENGLISH!!! *gasp*

- i have been busy...had like super pack day cuz of the activities i am involved in..inclusive of my sleeping time de ha....XD
i have been busy too with the dance practises i have practically everyday....some days we would even practise for 2 slots a day..with each slot lasting up to 2 hours..tell me..how not to be busy har!!! its for charity..so its nice to be able to partake in such an activity! ^^

-hmm...wat else..let me see.....erm...ohya....i have not been shopping for so long le...sad..i wana go shoppin! haha..xD

- i actualy just got bac from a camp...but i am not gona blog bout it now...keeping the best for last..lol..i will post a blog bout it soon! hehe...xD

-ah..and also.....i need help from u guys..should i straighten my hair or curl it this time ard?
very fanao eh...duno wan do which one...straighten..i won look dat OLD.....and its easy to take care of....curl.....been thinkinh bout it for so long le..haha..but still no courage...how a? any opinions??? *hehe*

*wuff* is in the air~

whats valentines ??

for girls...its simple...haha..for the guys...there goes the *tutt*...xD






*definitely a day FULL of LOVE*












*a beautiful bouquet of roses..the more the better....wahaha..xD*












*chocs + strawberries....what on Earth can be sweeter? lol..xD*










*not forgetting.....teddies! *




haha.....

may this valentine brings you THE love....=p

xoxo,
*yvonne*

.......

i am sorie to dissapoint ya all...
i am sorie to be such a sore to the people around me....
i am sorie that all you people have to put up with my stupid behavior....
i am sorie to be breaking down in front of ya all.....
i am sorie for being such an embarrassment to my family.....
i am sorie for not being strong...
i am sorie for not able to put up with the words of people and allowing it to kill my senses....
i am sorie for the words used...
i am sorie for the not being the cheerful girl that ya all noe me for....
i am sorie for the time that ya all have wasted on me....
i am sorie for making ya all worried....
i am sorie that i cant be perfect....

i will try to be as strong...
i will try not to care about what others say about me..
i will try to stand up for me....
i will try to waste no more tears.....
i will try to listen to ya all....
i will try to be the Yvonne that u know.....




*im gonna try to smile even when i am sad*

hatred?

i have been in a roller coaster ride ever since i came here....things are really so unexpected here...do not see things that started off happy to continue giving u happiness...stupid as it is...i see things so positively before i came....even when the first blast that totaly devasted me in the first week of stepping into this place of horror..i was still trying to be strong..sadly..it turn out that there is never a fun joyful ride for me wherever i go even when i try to be positive...i am seriously doubting myself that i have been cursed or somesort cause whenever i turn around to see the lives of people surrounding me...its never as challenging as mine does...count me for finding reason to blame others for the series of misfortunes i had gone through...but i really do feel that in some way ..i am on the right side. however..in the eyes of SOME @#$%^&...i never do....to these people..i am somebody who's rude,impolite,arrogant,snobbish,irresponsible..ETC.
the truth is...yes..i do treat people like that....but are YOU worthy enough to gain MY respect? do you respect me in the first place? if you were to respect me from the very begining, will i be so negative to you? do u not judge me by listening to others! PLS...i beg...open your freaking sh*t covered EYES big BIG to see for yourself!!! i am no saint. i am just a normal freaking girl who has her own stand and feelings to care for. just because YOU did not see me doing the so-called-GOOD things does not mean that i am NOT GOOD.RUDE.or watsoeva!the things that you are doing is killing me.pushing me into depressioni do not know how long i can withstand the pressure. or can i PLS noe if u will be HAPPY if ever i were to go CRAZY??? huh??? DAMNIT!!!!!


well....the above part was written when i was reli *pissed*....
right now...its two days since the first incident....
i am calmer now.
i admit..i am still childish...for a 21 year old.
things will change when i am back in penang..i hope.....
got back home.had a long talk with my parents.they make me realize things that i have not realized before...thanks mum & dad.
may God's mercy & grace guide me through the long journey ahead of me....
i will not let people around me worry about me.....


p/s : to those who were beside me..u noe who u r...thanks alot! i will never forget it....^^ god bless ya all! *hugs*

belated post!

its been long since i last post a new blog....i abandon it cause i was busy..
busy with Chinese New Year.....dat was back then...during the holidays...
now..i am freakin busy with my asignments....presentations and not forgetting a few exhibition trailing each other...and my mid semester exam will be in either enf of febuary or march! *haiz*
sigh..no more....easy going..happily goin for a day out in town..meaning no shopping! *gasp*
well..i can see the positive side of it..i get to save money *ahem ahem*
so....i hope i will not go crazie with the super tight semester....

so i am gonna try cheering me ( myself up) by going back to my happy times...yeay!!! ah....*chuckles*

i had the "bestest" Christmas as well....i miss the times we go for carol! whole gang of crazie funny people.....spreading the joy of Christmas to others...^^








*group pic of the "older" ones in the carol group*














*the girls*















*the Lings*















*janice-mie-huichin*




















*lol.....acting as Christmas Ghost! *

Christmas is sooo much fun! *chuckles*


and.......i also experienced the "bestest" Chinese New Year so far....^^
i guess its because i am no longer a "permanent residence" in Sitiawan..therefore....i treasure the times i spend at home....being in college can sometimes be so tough that i feel its challenging me mentally and physically......
hmm...lets go back to the happy times! i had so much fun together with my family members, relatives.....and of course...friends! *wink*

below are some pictures of mie taken here and there around Sitiawan during CNY.....xD

*my lovely family*


*my beloved brother,sister & mie*


*Ling's family very first CNY..in their OWN house* woo~

*one of the houses we visit...the Lew house.*

*my buddies...some missing* =P

till i blog again......hopefully soon...^^

P/S : im really busy with my studies...=(
please show me some LOVE! haha..xD

God bless.....*hugs*