i did not chose to sad

once and for all....
i would like to declare..
being in this very institute SUCKS!!
well i cannot be bothered so much now!
all i now i do HATE this place.

the reason why : the idiots

oopsss......did i just said dat loud?? i mean the people...the tender loving ppl......=)

i do not know why but some ppl find it very entertaining to go around tormenting others....
to these ppl seeing others suffering or affected feels great. makes them feel superior i guess.wateva!

hmm....lets see how they do so :

before that, let me remind u...i did not chose to be sad or angry. it just happened.

*GOSSIPing....
yes.this is the father of all the "great" things they just simply LOVE!

* backstabing...
wow...this...is normal i guess? never trust ppl ard u..cuz the ,might just turn ard n decide to bite u cuz mayb ur butt is too irresistable for them bah! =)

* look at u with the oo-i-am-smiling-but-actually-i-hate-u-cant-u-see-dat-idiot? look.
well..i think i got lots of them..i used to feel so irritated but now..i guess i am immune to it! =)

*go around fooling u just because I look stupid.
damn...do i really look dat stupid that most ppl make me their target huh???
i tot i looked strong & confidence cuz dat was what ppl ard me has been telling me ever since i was in high school even during times i was working partimer..but the many incidents that occured to me here in this place i regard as PRISON...i lost. i cried. and what did it turn me into?it turn me into a GIANT CRY BABY!

smtms i cant help to wonder also dat the words that i uttered during thos times...were words..that i dun normally use...i wondered...will this place turn me into somebody dat me myself cant recognise. n ppl will hate me even more.
but at the same time i was thinking..since they want me to b like dat? y dun i just turn into the person that they want me to b..n please them n then they would actually leave me alone. my journey in this place is still a freaking freaking long journey.

*haiz*

i can never bring myself to b somebody dat i am not.
blaming myself or others..does not do any good.
i will learn to embrace all this with a positive thinking.
cuz i believe Jesus is walking with me here....=)
and i believe he send his angels over to be there for me....

thank you to thos angels...^^
u knoe who u r! =)

*hugs*

p/s : this is MY blog..& i dun freaking give a damn if u guys r not happie reading my blog or u decide to print this page OUT n start spreading it to the whole class to see cuz its a freakign democratic MALAYSIA and i am soooo gona write WATEVA dat i like!
THIS IS MY FREAKING BLOG!!!!

tgi fridays *ewwww*

one fine day.....out of curiosity me n my fren went to TGI Fridays to dine! below r my photoblog bout the meal....






come for the food.
stay for the fun.
hmmm.....we'll see....=)












lets begin dining!









appetizers :

for the starters....we decide to go with.....







* this 2 yummy looking dishes*

errr..sorry ya..forgot the names le..but i will describe them to u guys! =)






the first appetizer was





* well, this dish can b yummy if only they did not mak it soo salty...its way too salty for my personal likings....its actually marcaroni baked in cheese covered by bread crumbs..the shapes r just cute...aint them? ^^*






next appetizer on our menu was





* chicken fillet which is AGAIN too salty!
erm..if there were like rice with it..its totally fine..but its a freakin appetizers that makes u go "arrrgggg..." n u gotta drink lotsa water after each bite to reduce the over whelming taste. the celery stick is good tho. *






hmmm..tho the appetizers were quite dissapointing not only cuz of the taste but also that they served it cold ( as in not a hint of warmness lo! ), there is actually smth good bout it...TGI Fridays is definitely generous with their portion. we were half full when we finally able to stuffs ourselves with most of it. dun waste money la kan..its quite expensive lah!

next up for our tastebud was the main dishes!



my pick :
chicken breast with cheese sauce

* well, this dish looks nice..rite? the taste was not as good though. mayb its because of the sauce which is so not sauce..its too dry...cuz its only melted cheese with egg,thus, there is no sauce or watsoever in this plate. their mashed potatoes...super filling! erm..agn..the portion was really BIG! *




anoder choice of main dish






this dish of chicken with the jack-something-i forgot-name was not bad actually...the sauce's nice..=)







next , to my favorite thing in the shop! the drinks!!! =p





*both this drinks practically r mine cuz i finish both! haha..xD..well the yellowish one was the long island ( a cocktail ) which i love n the pink one was the strawberry crunch which to me was superb! yummy! *







hmm......so wats do i feel bout the place?

lets see......

food :
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it was not up to what i expect of it...a 3 outta 10! =p

drinks : oh yes! totally love 'em....=) im giving them a 8 outta 10! its nice to drink there...cuz of the ambience of the restaurant...

environment : its great! sets the mood to party & drink! haha...=p 9 outta 10! coll place to hang out!

service : great! super friendly waiters & waitresses..while i was there..someone was celebrating her bdae n all the waiters & waitresses came tgh n sang her a unique bdae song. unique coz the beat was more like they were going to a war rather than the sweet lovely bdae song! haha..xD it was cute in a way..smth different! =) so..a 7 outta 10.

erm..if u guys dun mind paying more for mediocre food...i would recommend u to go thr..cuz the place is reli a great place to hang out! ^^

xoxo,
vonvon

weight lost programme

being back to college is definitely a no fun for me...
as much as i hate being here..i still need to be here...
there r many times when i feel so discouraged being here....
things happened which i do not know is my problem or others.
well i cant put the blame entirely on others nor can i put them on me....
so
wateva~ i try not to giv a shit bout wat others do to me cuz i noe wateva isit i can never control others.
i shud not let ppl affect me..my life and my happiness! =) right?

show u my face when i dun care.....
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*tadah*







HAHA












well..since i "suffered" so much here last semester...i went back..n gained like so much weight...
getting rounder is not my aim during the hdays...but i guess.....its a good thing rite? hahaa..
so...now i am on a weight lose programme! haha...

wat i am goin to do :

1) eat less!
chanting I AM NOT HUNGRY whenever i am hungry. fingers crossed. it will jadi la! haha..*bleah*

2)slp more
according to "some" scientific explanation, hibernation is good...lol...and den hor..when u slp..u dun feel hungry.n dats important! hahaa..xD besides...i think it helps the skin thingy dat u dun bcum older faster

3) increase my fruits & vege intake
salads r good n yummy! =)

4) exercise!!!!
apart from us needing to walk to classes eday.i thought of a best way to exercise...and i am pretty sure..i will not get bored doing it! haha....its.......S.H.O.P.P.I.N.G!!! haha....seee....its also exercising rite..walk here n thr..not only u exercise ur legs hor...also involves the brain de lo..cuz u need to calculate sorta things la....eyes also exercise.....mouth also....bla bla bla...anyway..this is wat a shopaholic like me will say la since i strongly disagree with ppl who says shopping is bad....window shopping kenot meh??? haha....=p and ..when u buy smaller size de clothes..can also a motivation to lose weight! good rite? *wink*

alot ppl have been pouring me cold water hor....so i will prove them wrong! haha....we shall wait n see if i lost weight or i wil gain weight this semester!

xoxo,
yvonne

lazy to blog!

im attacked by the lazy bug i guess.....reli super lazy wan sit n blog..haha..

well..just a fast update of myself..
i am living life to the fullest....practically eat , sleep & shit eday! lol...*such a bliss*
i am getting rounder & rounder! haha....xD

besides that i am also struggling to finish up a novel , to kill a mockingbird by harper lee. its our task for the hday...there r.....eerm..i duno how many chapters..but im oni at the 6th chapter nw! lol..xD so..wish me luck!

i have yet to touch anoder asgmtn of mine! will b doin it soon! *bleah*

anyway....thr is this blog dats super funny....!

when u feel ur life is F***ed up...u shud totally see this :
here is the link :
http://www.fmylife.com/

well, before i end....here's a pic of the rounder me!!! haha...xD




















xoxo,
vonvon

its bout me.

yvonne ling wan yi :

i must learn to be mean.
i must learn to be selfish.
i must learn to be a b*tch!

the world will never be kind with u. so why should i?

life is short.